[me]
*melyl*
lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home
[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]
*my wishlist*
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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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hey pple..its been so so long since i last updated...
probably thinking of endin the blog le...i have been busy
since the USA trip, to the kids camp instructor then to ARTS camp..
work again, and involvement with other camps like rag and o week which ill be the assistant orientation group leader.
went clubbing the other night at devils bar, and got raided..first time got tt shit..holy cow..
yapz aniwae..im closing down the blog pretty soon...
hey pple..
i juz came back frm LA and las vegas
there`s a spider near my bed, n im not gonna wake john up juz cox of a spider, so im skippin slp.
i aint tired, slpt on the car when nik drove home..8hr ride
im broke broke broke
did not prepare much money cox i did not know we`re going to LA and las vegas
but too bad..i owe my sister like about 500 USD? and tt amounts to about 850 singapore dollars
something had happened to my visa card cox my cousin used my acc to go into yahoo auction n ebay, the bank suspected hacking, n froze my acc to protect me..
v nice of them but it made me like..left w 1 dollar in my waller after 2 days
but its okay now..
another prob cropped up too,
i forgot to return one of my uniform n tt bitch sharon refuses to put in my pay unless i return it..
luckily i had mardina!!! she helped me get my pay...terribly grateful
shall not put in the details of my trip till i get home to singapore..
cox im writing a `diary` thing for bryan..n oso...typing on this japanese computer is difficult haha
aniway the morale of the story is....
im broke...n evil pple r ard me..
but i noe my angels r too!! i miss u guys so much!
hey dears! im in usa california now!
san francisco palo alto
the weather here is superb..18 degrees?
i juz came back frm jogging, there`s a track juz behind the hse..
4 rounds non stop n not sweating,how much better can i feel?
e flight was cool..5 hrs to hkg den an hr in transit and another 12 hrs to SFO
as usual on planes, they wud onli juz feed us.
i din slp much..juz watched movies n games.
the place is beautiful, and the family we:re living with are wonderful people
the mother is japanese so the entire family speaks jap n eng.
they love our singapore singlish..cute eh.
the dad juz loves languages..he noes chinese too
interesting family,
we`re juz waiting for the dad to b back to take us to rent a car b4 we do anithing else..there`s an hr and a half to go..
plannin to go los angeles for 2 days
my sis tot of sky diving n of cox horse back riding by the bay...wdnt it be nice? haha
oh ya steph...i heard frm chewy abt the ntu thingy..
let me noe more abt it k! email me..and oso fill me in about stuff abt jessica`s return!!
Qi...b nice to jack wo!! say bye to him for me..one day we might organize a trip to melborne? haha
hey my dearest buddies..rice steph chewy tsy chungie mel thazin qi jess n whoever else i forgot to put down in name
im leaving pretty soon for san francisco..
in 2 hrs time, ill b on a 18 hr long flight..
ill miss u guys...
pls take care n ill b back in 16 dayss!!!
tataz!
2 days left to my 18 hr long flight to san francisco!!
i havent packed, i havent changed money, i havent paid my sister the 1300 bucks im supposed to repay
woohooo!
doing them all tml
i had my passport photo changed today...juz now...with bryan...god..lots of pple
wanted to go to china sq or far east sq for lunch de..but we tot i had to work this evenin cox kumudha was not feeling well
nvm! lots of chances for us to go there for lunch~!
watched the cartoon...dunno how to spell tt...its nice! v cute...typical n short tho
came home earli..
tml gonna meet luigi for lunch! finally after soooo long i get to see him again
lets tok abt yday!!!
the usual gang - thazin min the mean gal who ps us in e end....
haha...
we went walked ard n ate at thai express....wooohooo it was a hot dinner
den went ssc..but no space! damn those males who cock up the whole place
but nvm~! we went BAKERZINN for dessert! my craving as usual..
shiok but tired out, we all headed for home..
but its definitely nice to meet out once every 2 wks or 3..chill out..
stephie mel!!! u guys gonna rack ur brains to think for a name for the cap!!!
dinner time! ciao
life is not smooth sailing..
when things do cock up, stay in ur stand and trust what u believe in..
in the end..yrs later, ull b a much stronger person..
this is what siti told me..
mayb my going away to the USA will help me sort some things out..
e 2 18 hrs flight to and fro San francisco r crucial to me i suppose
one day i promise myself, tt ill get out of my tears..and never cry again
be it wadeva tt hits, ill b strong.
independent life..sounds cool and free, but it doesnt come easy.
family life, sounds warm but it doesnt come easy too.
everything in life needs a balance,
a balance tt is difficult to achieve.
Trust, Faith..im still lookin for it
but life goes on
ive started reading this book i bought the other day,
men are frm mars and women are frm venus..
some things sound true..
to want to studying pschology, i certainly need to involve myself in such self help books..
one day i may finally truely understand everyone but myself..
its my off day today..
i shdnt be having so mani off days..but since i tried to applied for leave frm sharon,
she made me a relief staff instead~!
thinking...if she can make me a relief and give me so mani days off...why cant she approve my off!???!!! hahahah juz shows tt she's brainless...not even a bimbo...cox she aint pretty!
aniway..this wkend sunday..i went to visit my Godma with bryan..
i haven seen her for some time..
n e moment i saw her..i cried again..
i was telling her abt how much our family has changed..how sucky our family dinner on saturday was..
n u call those relatives..
my godma's efforts have gone down the drain..
wud any relative with good conscience say tt 'we can order wadeva we wan cox we're not the ones paying...the bill's on the hse today'..n theyre refering to us who are sitting on the same table..
to think we used to GROW UP together..
everyone suggested KTV after dinner..n i skipped it on purpose and also cox im tired..
who wans to go to KTV with these well mannered relatives who are out to want us to pay in the end..if i wan to sing ( which i dun )..ill juz treat my godpa.
aniway yeah n i read frm my sister's blog...n i cried again...i miss godma too...
this is wad she said
"So he's drunk, and he started singing 'unchained melody' (in a very very zao xia voice)
After that, he came to me again...and said that he sang that song for his beautiful wife who died
And my tears just started coming out!
Some of my blog readers will know of this uncle, who loved my auntie A LOT A LOT, and it's been close to 8 years that she passed away of cancer, but he ALWAYS talk about how much he loves her, and how he can't wait to see her in heaven"
e he she is refering to is my godpa..
and something else tt makes me think of cockroaches in another way too! juz like my sister..haha..again BY GODPA
"we saw this cockroach. And you know that I'm really afraid of cockroaches...i mean, aren't they disgusting? So I screamed and ran away...then my uncle said
"Why are they disgusting? They're disgusting cuz you think they are. The poor chap is God's creation, and it's a life. You're just lucky that you have more brains, but who's taking care of the poor chap? God's creation is beautiful and you must learn to appreciate it"
life....
these few days suck totally...
make me so fucking stressed up
first it was tt night..fatal night
i came home frm work on the com to tok to pearlin cox its her bdae..
den i was on the cpf web to opt out of the DPS scheme..
this guy frm my pri sch whom i aint close to at all came tok to me..
den he asked to send me something..so i approved
i closed the door to change to pyjamas and opened the clip..
it was something disgusting and my mama opened the door n saw e screen!
she tot it was me...but pls la..fuck manz
i cant find him..he is v distant frm me..all i have is his msn..no contact nothing at all..
my parents are v fed up with him and wana teach him a lesson..
theyre saying tt gg to the police will help..
i wonder..
i hate involvin the police..once bitten twice too *no words to describe*
haiz...tt made me stressed out
another problem....WORK
tt bloody fucker doesnt approve my leave and she is now wanting me to resign on a mth's notice, pay her 300 bucks and another 2 wks of my pay to compensate tt companny
crazy pple
its onli a part time job..noone else ard me seems to have such troubles in leaving jobs even in IRAS
my supervisors, colleagues n parents think its ridiculous..taking leave to go on a holiday after working so long oso cannot n muz pay so much..
so wad they suggest me to do is to ask my dad to scold them and ask my lawyer fren to issue them a warning letter or something..
since that well known company is freaking scared of parents and lawyers..ill give them both.tt may cost them their company if they dun terminate me 24 hrs!hehehe
its really too much lo...i even gave them proof tt im leaving singapore..at first they ask me shorten..den now they say not even a day..
finally to the happier thing..
i met chungie stephie mel n thazin for dinner yday at suntec..
too bad qi cant make it
the service at kenny rogers were oso bad so we being evil...wrote complaint!
haha im evil la..and ill get all e more evil as time goes by
things seem to b bad for me eh? so sway
but i did enjoy yday with my buddies
and something to add on! melissa is joining the same faculty as me in NUS! finally someone who im close to ive found..
today's PEARLIN's BIRTHDAY!
happy bdae!
i was the first to msg her greetings! hehe
and i was e last to msg CAX my leader happy bdae cox his is 9th may
gonna have shoppin to do in the USA
i've recieved my letter frm NUS le..
guess ill accept it and hopefulli frm there ill b able to get into psychology
if not..ill go major in jap studies ba~!
juz browsed thru the brochures and things frm the NUS package,
and i spent till 2am thinking things thru
i wana join sports there..both for tennis and sea sports..
there's this orientation thing tt brings us diving in msia!!!
and there's sea sailing..
so cool!!!
i guess my mum will not allow it...but i wana join le..
give me ur suggestions buddies!
my USA trip is confirmed..31st may to 16th june...
shall hop on chances to go shoppin there to buy a new bag for school, new stuffs!
feel like buying ferragamo hair clip n a branded bag n accesories since i have got discounts in the airport!
i shall be broke when i come back frm usa and ill start saving again for my korea trip at the end of the yr
tuitions,sch,sports,seaclubs planned on my list..
guess ill b a busy bee in uni
wooohooo!
met bryan early this morning to go jogging..
so excited so onz..
but something very bad happened to me..
i ran ran ran 3 rds without stopping..
but at the end of the 3rd rd...
my lungs contracted terribly,
my heart hurt like no body's business...e piercing effects once again
den i stopped..
got so freaking dizzy when i got to the rest area tt i was swinging unconciously along with my headache
my vision got bright...very bright and almost all going white
i wanted to vomit and felt like i was dying..
seriousli..
i wanted to crawl back to the sports hall actually haha
luckily bryan was there..
so i learnt nv to go jogging alone...juz in case smthing happened
went to ML den to collect my pay check..
tt PIG deducted 7 bucks frm my incentive...bloody bitch..
but aiya i dun care le..
im gonna give her hell when i go to the usa..hahaha chup siao
TERMINATE ME PLS...
pls pls pls...
hahahahah
bought something for myself in town..nice jacket! and a mother's day present
den came back to tamp to watch kingdom of heaven..
nice show~!
now toking to my dears...rice, chewy, tsy and stephie!!! gonna go rest soon le
tml afternoon gonna teach my cousin eileen geog...
my god..5 yrs after i last touched geog..and to think my sec 1 yr end geog result is 49 in total!
tataz!
its been an okay wk..
juz not feeling very well..fancy me sneezing in this stupid humid weather and getting headaches every day
but getting better anyway
im planning to go to the USA with my sister in june..
but getting the 2 wks off is like so difficult..
i dun see the reason why i cant get it and the only reason i could tell myself is tt the PIG doesnt wan trouble, doesnt wan to help and is juz plain lazy
ive got all my replacements and she juz say no..
gonna call e boss and see how it goes..
i wanted to quit but guess its not worth paying 300 bucks to that pig,
if finally i realli wan quit and hab to pay..
ill give her either 6000 5 cents coins or 3000 10 cents coins, subjected to my mood.
ask her count herself..
really dun feel like working le..
everyday at the airport i juz slack..with azura
see pple getting caught at the customs with every possible thing they brought..EG all sorts of sex toys..viagra..condoms..cigarettes..some even has bottles of condensed milk in their luggages!
other than all the happenings at the customs, we juz look at pple..
some passengers with very gd fashion sense, beautiful, handsome, cool and cute surfers..
some who have got the worst taste in the world,aunties and uncles talking like theyre in their home toilet, china passengers thinking that singapore is like their hometown where they spit everywhere.
the belts also prove to be quite funny at times..there was a slipper on the belt that went round and round and it looks disgusting and there were bags tt look super ugly,half opened and we can see wads inside..old man's stuff...
and finally the crew..their uniforms..some stuck up, some super cute, super pretty and sexy
but almost 1/3 of the stewards are gays..
but theyre juz cute..
so all these goes to me and azura at the belt area
first day of my driving practical lesson..
a 200 min lesson
the instructor talked for 10 mins and then asked me to start e car n drive!
along a secluded sengkang rd i drove for 3 rounds, and i went along to the main roads and drove to UBI driving centre!
gosh..
rather scary eh, but it was cool
at the circuit in ubi i saw shuyun also taking lesson, but it was her fourth and my first
rounds and rounds turning at the circuit, gradual bends to sharp ones..
e car stalled of cox...as i let go of the clutch too soon.
too long nv practice on car
today's my final theory test..haven been studying..
actualli i have to leave immediately after ive blogged..
wish me luck!
work has been sucky..
we're separated..one at immigration and the other at the belt area..
hate it hate it!
the survey results will turn out lousy..
we dun care~!
frm 87% to 0%! muahahaha
yesterday 19th april was my younger sis bdae~!
i bought her 2 tops frm fox ladies..but i left it at the airport opts room
so on my off day yesterday, i went back to the airport to get it as well as to buy a very unique cake for her
its ice cream cake...milo flavor frm polar..
and its e shape of an igloo! eskimo hse!
so cute
and it taste realli good!
might consider buying that for chungie but hor guess itll melt b4 chungie can see it
today sucks
morning waki early to go eat with mum den went for my japanese lesson..
it was great! im improving i can say
den wanted to head to ubi to apply for my PDL..
i went there, got off a stop earlier..
had a walk some 10 mins under the stupid hot sun..
luckily rice was on the phone with me...
den i waited and waited at the traffic police division for more den 1/2 hr..there were so mani pple! and onli 1 person serving..
and then i realised tt i didnt have my ic with me..
damnit...
i gave my space to someone who was 10 spaces behind me..and i guess i did smthing gd..i helped her save an hr waitin..
i went home...
tml shall go there again if i feel like it with my ic and everything! damn damn damn..
no ic cudnt get into chinablack no ic cannot do anithing!
so my ic is gonna stick with me..
oh ya i forgot~! my younger sister gave me an estee lauder lipstick for my bdae~!
its juz e perfect gift cox i was caught by the CSO the other day tt my lipstick was too dull...
hehehe...
today is fun fun fun fun fun!!!
chengching is doing double shift for me as her bdae gift to me and i get to go and have a gathering with my 8 dears!
theyre QI steph chungie mel thazin rice chewy n karen!
we were supposed to meet 6pm at town..
i was late for 12 mins cox i was so caught up in watching animal miracles on animal planet..
and fixing the spoilt window tt almost caused a killer litter accident..
luckily i was fast enuf
chewy was the latest one although she wanted to b earlier den karen..
so when attendence was full,
we went to lido for pasta fresta~!
after tt we went to indochine~! for some cocktail and stuff..
rice and i are gonna meet one night to take lambo~!
stepie chewy karen and mel left early cox they had to work the next morn
the remaining few wanted to go to chinablack to club for a while since it was ladies night..
but we werent prepared and a lot of stupid things happened..
and worst of all, as my mama thinks tt i lose my stuff easily, my ic is with her..
so....
we went home in a train instead..haha
yeah and the nicest part comes..
they gave me a present~! together with alvin and sista,
i got a adidas jacket tts super cool super chio...
this is it...
the nicest jacket i ever had and ill wear this everytime! yesar!
okie go!
had a meaningful night yesterday 9th april..
and today 10th is my bdae!!!
19 le..last yr of being a teen and den im no longer one exactly a yr later
haven got much pressies cox i haven met anione much
first was CAX's special pressie tt i aint supposed to say but its super cool!
well..CAX of cox itll b cool eh? otherwise hahaha
den its pearlin..i met pearlin for movie, the pacifier..she treated me~!
next up....
dinner at four seasons hotel (one ninety)
guess who i saw???
MISS LAI!!!! MJC PRINCIPAL
with another lady who dresses similar to herself..
one in orange shirt and miss lai was in red shirt..
both had begde pants...
haha
i cant draw things out la..
i recieved the biggest surprise of my life~!
a apple mini ipod!
ive been working for mths and still dun wish to buy it..and wana switch to ipod shuffle instead..
but now..
and in it..there're 7 songs tt carries extra meaning to me...
all e way to 5 yrs back..yesar!
wed gonna meet my darlings...for dinner!!!!!! where...im still thinking...hahahaha shall let ya noezz...asap~!
juz dled songs to my ipod...e special 7 in a folder and e rest chupalang..
went dinner with my family at jumbo....we spent 800 over for 10 persons..
e service at jumbo had been gd till today
haha mayb cox we were wearing chupalang clothes and the first dish was chilli kangkong..haha
they practically 'ignored' us tho we made reservations and ordered long b4 we came..
and we had to wait quite long for e food, rice, and DRINKS!
yeah so...in e end...they made noise..
and the manager did help la..
to serve the 2 lobsters, crab, fish,abalone,shark fins..
see already heart pain.....
these few days i haven been gg v much vegetarian
for the next one week...its a warm up session to our route ahead...
but i noe the songs will keep me company..
yesar! gonna study my jap le..lesson tml..dunwan to die haha