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haha in sch now..had been a tiring day...today fell aslp during phys tutorial lo..damn tired out..fell aslp and i din noe it..
hmmm today tutorial day den gp we did compo..me hweepeng and roy finished earli and so got permission to go canteen or rot ard..so we pei roy go canteen eat lo..haha..sianz le..today v v tired..think my body is workin me out...i type a lot wrong today too tired already.
aiyah typing crap now..sianz! my class peeps are studying phys now..i noe nuts..realli nuts...im damn scared now haiz...can someone pls save me...
ya also..juz now go canteen eat with ne and ah ma..den i knocked into the wall into the bench into the table wadeva haha...tts me!! stupid me haha...k la dun crap le..mayb tonite or tml morn 3am 4 am i come again see ya!
yoz gd mornin everyone!! its 4.30 plus am..haha i juz bathed to wakie from my slpy mood to mug!! den need music eh..so on com lo..haha tempted to say hi cox i had a lousy nite..din slp well..slpt at ard 11 plus pm..den 12 plus or 1 like tt..mama nose bled again wakie to help her with things den jiu nv slp well liao...every few hrs wakie once den now its 4 liaoz! study time...oops its getting late haha tataz! i go memorise econs liao..take care guys..mug hard!
hey see this! i went steph's site to do de..den dunno how to add to mine..so see this ba!
http://blograffiti.com/pix/mini208050.jpg
today is a crazy day...got god damn angry lor!! haha steph and rice shd noe em liao la...now reciting it for jiayi's sake..
jia! i tell u lo..tmd pauline choy make me again le! this time she din touch me k...she kpkb!! she idiot la! the string in uniform thing..earli morn she say me..say i sure use string wadeva..den durin pe we put our shirts in bag liao hor..we go pe..den noe wad she did? she open our bags to check lo! den she confiscate our shirt away without permission lo!!!
tmd her..i damn angry i nv g take back frm her instead i went to buy a new shirt..den so crumpy i din wear.i wore cchs pe tshirt for the whole day..
also she asks me to go for makeup pe lesson cox i wear cchs instead of the pe t shirt tt mj uses..shit her..im not going to sch on thurs and fri..i damn angry with her lo..she invade my privacy..i hate tt..i wana blow it big de..but promos la..chin asks me dun..a lot pple ask me dun..onli stephie supports me! haha..i see how la..mayb after promos ba..but now realli is like declare war me and pc..haha..tmd i hate her
ya..and for the rest of u reading this...haha my day continues...rather fine..after sch went library study! i did math and zhaozhi teached me..den vic oso helped me in econs a bit la.i helped emeris!!! in econs..haha happi wo i helped someone haha to think she ask me abt this econs tys mcq qn...she dun realli noe the qn but i noe the content without my tys! cox i did b4 and i got it rite so i rem! haha gd memory eh??
ya den i went home with steph paulus and rice...long time nv go home with rice and steph le..felt happy..haha
den on my way home okie lor..juz feel light and happi..altho exams stress is so near..haha but life still rather fine for me!!dunno y so happi la..im crazy haha
hey today is a sianz day lo..
earli morn i wakie and got scolded by mum..den we went to toa payoh's yum cha for breakfast!! but terrible la...they insisted in bringing aiai along..and i had a hard time trying to keep her frm barking and getting chased out lor..and i got maligned tt i was the one wanted to bring aiai along..aiya long story lo..and all i noe is tt im damn pissed off my mama..haha
den came home i studied lor..memorised econs chap 1 and 2..now gonna go out to bedok market for dinner again..with godpa and a few other relatives.later come home ill go memories all the 4 market structures together b4 i go slp..i mus!!! i v scared now lo..i started studying too late..i slack too much haha...and smthing..im letting go of phys..think ill onli use a day or 2 for it..sianz la!
go liao bye
hey..today is a super boring day..i slpt at 2am ynite and woke up at 9 to go market with mama lo...so tired le..den din slp liao studied..i marked out all the econs mcq qns and did em..and did some math..yupz now onli ard 8..and i plan to do math throughout.tml ill start memorising all the econs things! tts a lot u noe?? omg..im fainting haha
and smthing...i think mama is ok liao!! guess how i noe?? she now can scold pple liao! still can slam door ar..luckily not at me..but at meimei cox meimei lazy..haha
aiyo but she today crap alot lor! morn i slpin she ask me wakie by threatening me..she say i dun pei her later anithing happen to her i cannot afford to pay or smthing lor! so unreasonable..haha..den she keep scolding lor! keep bugging me with hsework! eg:clean aiai up ar.she so smelli i dun like.throw her away den u noe....eh the flr v dirty liao..muz mop hor...
so i deduce she is rather ok liao lo..back to her usual self..but over dinner she still made all the weird weird sounds..haha like wana vomit like tt those sound..pls..it turned me off! totalli haha
aiyah sian la...juz finished dinner nia..quite irritated with mum liao..haha..gonna go mug le..take care guys
yo! gotta update ya guys abt me again
this morn i woke up at 4am wanting to study! but auntie slpt in my room and i had no place to study so i went back to slp till ard 5 plus 6..den prepared for sch..ard 6 plus i havent prepare finish lo..i go listen to my radio liao! haha
den took bus..39..on board there was abt 20 mj students lo..and guess wad? noone pressed the bell for the bus to stop..so the 20 of us ended up alighting at the next stop and walk back..haha lame rite.
den we had 3 hrs of tan hwee chiang lor! but i think for an hr plus i was slping and listening to my perfect 10 and 933 haha.she dunno lor..dumb rite?
den we had gp and i almost burst my nerves with tt stupid matthew..he is damn anti female..he thinks females are inferior to men..wads worse is his words and his actions! he think he super man lo..bleah..aniwae..i muz love matt...dunwan hate anione..but sometimes i juz cant take it eh?
hmmmm den after sch me pearlin paulus and cherish went to the airport to eat together...we ate ban mian rojak and dessert!! damn pig lor me..but happi tho cox at least i noe some pple in class share the same tots as me towards some things..after eating we were supposed to study together den mama called and say her nose bled again and she vomited...i rushed home to see her lor
wad stunned me was..mama was crying..she say she v xin ku..she lost a lot of blood..haiz..damn worried lo..wonder wads wrong with her..muz bring her see doc again liao..tell papa tonite..hmmm ya den i online lor! haha..aiya..sianz la..its friday..i wana go out!!! haha..
hey i forgot to add smthing else eh...so came back to update the blog again...
this one is to complain and to vent my frustrations de..haha how can i forget this lor!
tt biantai pervert stupid pauline choy!!! guess wad she did to me again?? she hit my hips/butt lor!! cox earli in the morn we had assembly in the hall..den i was tokin to wenhui den suddenli someone touched me..i tot who lor..i turned back and saw tt kingkong! den she ask me where i stand..i told her tat was where im supposed to stand..den she ask me move forward...move forward move forward la..why muz she touch me rite?? ms tan oso alwayz ask me move forward to until sitting right bhind a guy frm the class in front..im not angry with her asking me to move but she touching me!
not even my mum does tt..no one touches me tt way de lor..pls tt disgusting old freak lo! idiot..she touch me not once de lo...last time u guys rem? she used a pen to poke my thigh/hips...wadeva lor..idiot..damn angry with her..
touch me again and ill ask her to stop it..haha..aiya crap again rite?? i better shuddup and eat my chips..im super hungry..heck if it makes me fat or wad..fat jiu fat lor..noone bothers..i wana b mo wan wan!! how carefree she is man!! haha im lame..see ya
yo im here again..
today hab some mixed feelings...to begin with...something happening la!
haha sch mj today lunch got 98.7 fm's daniel ong and carrie chong!! omg they look so cool...daniel is fine..quite funky but not v the shuai la...but carrie is so slim so beautiful!! haha and guess wad?? i got their signatures on my meridian fly high pe t shirt!!! and most importantly....hahahahha....daniel ong wrote i love u forever!! haha..omg..i feel so honoured manz..haha i love him too! every morn listen to him and carrie chong de lor!
okie tts all for the fun part...now the worrying part again..haha continue with my story..
mama is not well yet and e moment i came home i asked how she was..hoping she will b fine cox this morn she was feeling better..but instead she said not long after i went to sch, her nose bled and she lost a lot of blood..haiz..and another news..she say papa might b into trouble again..she oso not sure wads goin on but she did say smthing abt my dad 'knocked' someone or smthing like tt..i dun dare to call and ask dad..haiz..it happened once b4 liao and it caused so much trouble to us..i hope its not gonna b true lor..
oh ya cheong sansan if u read this le..i hope ull call papa and ask how he is...i scared he scold me..at least u call he wun 'scold' eh...
haiz..why is my life liddat?? this is frustrating.but nvm..haha i got someone who loves me..(daniel ong) haha.i noe its not true la..i siao liao..crappin la..otherwise my life will b boring.haha crap finish le..gotta go cook dinner..see ya guys
its been another day..closer and closer to promos..
today is rather fine for me lor..haha glad tt i had a few hrs of slp ynite cox auntie came over to take care of mama..haha i tot i cud hab a great slp..but auntie snores la..haha..nevertheless grateful to her..
something funny...aunt's snores are loud till i got shocked to wakie at ard 2 plus am..cox i tot i heard someone callin me..i tot was mama..if she needed anithing...and its actualli my aunt's snores..
in sch nth much oso lor..have been travelling to sch myself and i dun like e feeling of squeezing bus with others..as u noe..i cant balance well..and fall easily haha..
this morn i think after gp lesson..the next lesson is econs but we went to toilet..as i was coming out of the toilet..i was pulling my shirt lo..and haha i use string la..den crossley tt housefly juz stand in front of me and she saw! haha luckili she juz ask me to b quick go for lessons..stupid hsefly haha
haiz..sianz la!! dunno why so moody..this life is boring..
yo..now in sch library..gotta the urge to do the blog b4 studying..its been another tiring day for me..haven been slping well
yday i woke up every hr..to change mama's ice pillow every hr and to give her medicine every 2 to 3 hrs..but meanwhile in btwn somehow got some slp..feel so worried for mama..everytime she is sick she will make a farni noise..sounds like gonna vomit and burp wadeva..it kept me up the whole nite lor..
she oso complain of having aches and i massaged her in the nite..today tues somemore..im damn tired..but promos approaching..i guess i cant slack animore eh? btw she juz called me and say her fever is still 39 degrees lor! wad shd i do? im onli a gal..not a superman..haha wonder how long can i hold out..
juz gotta pray for mama to feel better..dunwan slpless nites again..but i think tt will come in mayb a few days more..
mama juz dunno how to take care of herself de..dunwan eat dinner den she go out to market when i told her i going after sch lor! wad if she catches a cold again?? damn worried la..haiz..how to manage?
haha i guess im complaining too much eh? but shd b fine la..juz ignore me haha..im crapping
hmmmm things in sch seems rather fine today but im juz too tired to pay much attention..sianz..i miss jiayi...so long nv see her liao..i miss her v much lor.cox she is the one i usualli turn to tok to..so long nv tok to her..got so much to tell her..im v confused nowadays but seems weird if i say it out here..haha
aiya tok too much liao..i go and do my econs tys haha..and math! wish me luck..
i love u guys
haiz today is another stupid day..firstli i stayed awake for the whole night cox i watched soccer man utd vs arsenal..and damn nisterooy..haiz..
den mum is sick..down with a fever of 39.3 degrees...i stayed up the whole night taking care of her and i think tonight will be the same...
came home and did housework..damn tired out and stupid meimei is damn useless...her clothes i dunno how mani days ago all make properli ask her keep liao..she till juz now oso havent lor!she slps with the clothes on her bed..damn her useless freak...and guess wad?? i threw all her clothes flunged them on the flr...haha..got a scolding frm her and mama la..but i heck care..useless bum!
damn angry with her..and myself too la..i aint ani better..gotta go study liao! hope can study..got motivation after visiting my godma yday.took a beautiful pic of st teresa's church..if i can fix it outta my dad's hp..ill put it up eh...see ya
hmmm okie..today wasnt a bad day afterall..juz a bad beginning eh...
dad din leave us to go see godma alone..we went together! i saw godma..i dropped a tear..i miss her a lot..6 yrs le! i wonder how she is doing now..is there realli heaven after life when i can see her again?
i certainli hope there is..
and after visiting godma we the 5 of us and aiai went out for dinner..at chinatown! its cool haha we ate at smith's street..wooo...and guess waD? i ate FO TIAO QIANG! at onli 18 bucks its nice lor! haha..cheap and gd..after promos if got chance im gonna get rice steph and jia out to eat there.haha.got gd thing how can miss em out?
okay..man utd match in another 1/2 hr or so..gotta finish up memorising my gp essay which i have around 4 paragraphs left..wish me luck eh??
i love u guys
hey pple..today will b a bad day for me...im damn traumatised sad disgusted and affected lor..
firstly.let me tell u how i woke up.i slpt late last night at around 2am and i woke up several times in the middle of the night.i had a very sweet and nice dream which i wish it was true.till now its the only great thing that has happened to me today. my dad came into the room and woke us up with a shocking news....MY COUSIN IS GOING TO GET MARRIED IN 2 WKS! oh my god! it seems rather fine a news but pls!! its a SHOTGUN and damn FAST marriage! the cousin whom ive lived with for 7 yrs b4 i came back home here is getting married..and i haven seen her for yrs and now the news is realli affecting me.her wedding night is on the 9th oct! fast rite? luckili my promos end on 9th oct too! i can go for her wedding banquet and tell ya guys..i need time to adjust to that..realli traumatised
secondly..this is the one tt make me sad...i remembered my Godma's death anniversary wrongli...i like 7 too much..its not on the 27th but on the 26th..i got a scolding frm dad somehow..im totalli useless eh? my godma i oso can forget..wad else can i do better...aniwae he went off to the church to see her without me...i guess im gonna find my way there someday next wk...hope i dun get lost eh..st theresa church...i dunno how to go...
and the last thing...my sister is watchin fear factor now! and damn the dare..to eat down an entire plate of maggots with cheese...shit manz..its disgusting...i see a bit wana puke liao....not going to have appetite for the day..
it juz suck..earli in the morning i get these stuffs..i feel like crying lor..it may seem to b small things to u guys..but to me...my cousin! and my godma....how can i b so dumb....i oso dunno wad i wan now..haiz...teary liao..i forgot my godma's anniversary! shit me..
haiz...go liao la..using jiejie com now..dun waste her time...see ya..
juz came home and bathed...tired out haha happy today wo!! but kinda stupid...duno wad to say here lor..some things can be said and some cant..haha aniwae..i did memorise my GP essay to prepare for monday's test...i hav another page left to store in my memory space.ya..juz now on the way home..i listened to the radio as usual..and i heard xiao hu dui!! mayb it sounds weird to u guys but rice steph and jia definitili will noe how i love em haha....i listened to tt song and it inspired me to send msges to jia rice steph vic they all to tell em how much i treasure and love em! haha once again if u guys see my blog..i love u!
without u all i dunno wads for me..hope ya guys will bia hard for promos and b alwayz happi..no matter where i am after promos..i hope we will alwayz stay close..
finalli to end off...haha see this feminist stuff that cherish sent me
Men Are Hard To Please
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
! If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true....... but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
haha
i just did something new to my blog.but somehow it feels wrong..haha a computer idiot at work is as such i think.i did this from around the last published post till now..which is from 4.50 to now..7pm! haha..lame right? i hope its okay otherwise i wont be feeling happy haha
its friday!! cool..finally and tml there's no lectures! its been some time since there isnt ani lectures on saturdays. gotta rest well today since yday i had a terrible night..haha
the GP essay i had to memorise for the test is postponed..i tried to memorise it yesterday night but only used 15 mins for 4 paragraphs and i fell asleep on my table till jiayi messaged me a goodnight message.thanks to her
another good thing today is the completion of our PW written report 3!! i must complement our cover page as its really nice except for the weird fries haha
guess wad? my sister is watching animal planet as we alwayz do..but this time round is a talented parrot! oh how cute it is..it's so much more cleverer than i am..it learns fast at least haha.
tHoSe WhO HaVE nV KnOwN e DeEp InTiMaCy AnD HeNcE E cOmPaNiOnShIp oF HapPy MuTuAl LOve HaVe MiSsEd ThE bEst tHInG lIFe HaS tO GiVe - bertrand Russell
sigh..in sch now..doing pw..gotta get home quick to cook dinner for family..its boring. Today was fine..but juz hurted somehow..
haha heck it..ate fries again this lunch! oops.. but this time i shared it with rice..not tt bad..and when i was queuing for the fries..yy cut my queue..since i noe him..its alrite la.but another gal frm his class oso did tt! i coughed to hint her lor..and guess wad she did? she turned back said sorry..i tot she wud get the hint and go away..but too bad..she continued with her misdeed! so no INTEGRITY! learnt it frm rice..haha..stupid gal..ill rem her..haha yy's class..
today had PE..played soccer haha..its cool! but my aiming sucks and my ankle still hurts..so sianz!! pwpwpwpwpw getting it off tml! hopefully..and pls let tt ms tan understand our written report!! haha she is juz dumb..haha...i hate her!! i hate everything...life sucks
haha guess waD?? i went to airport to mug today! with pearlin and cherish...did partial fractions juz a little but still rather contented..
today is quite a happy day for me..i wonder why too..haha pw goes fine and everything worked rather well today.Chinese test was a easy go altho i had like...8/10 words tt i dunno haha but the mcq is ez..!
my heart hurt again today during physics...and the bad thing was...i din bring along my painkillers! so tolerated it throughout..sianz..stupid heart..i wana a new one! hah...nah..im crappin now..
oh ya another thing to be happi about! the stupid roach tts outside my hse is gone! think someone cleared it..im so thankful haha
Take time to cherish that person & do not ever take for granted that
u can substitute the time that was wasted n those that has passed...
Take time today to spent a quiet moment together, no words is necessary if the company is sufficient n fulfilling ...
juz reached home..it sucked on the way home for me...took bus 81..with someone i dunwana see at all..but luckily werent together i siamED! yeah..was alone halfway and there wasnt even a gd piece of music to pei me...
went to minimart to buy newspaper for mama and i got choked by the stupid guy in front of me who was smoking...shew..it realli stinked..the last thing b4 i stepped home was tt i saw a ROACH!!! dead de...but it scared me twice liaoz..noone go clear de! hai me scareded and ran home...and now my heart hurts..
dunno wads wrong..quite long nv pain le..but today hurt me during econs and now..crazy..forget it ba...haha
gonna watch holland V! and eat liao..hungry wo...haha btw i ate a lot of potatoes today!! a pack of french fries and potato wedges frm the malay stall in sch! hahaha
...iTs Only wheN We TrUlY kNOw n UnDeRsTaNd ThAt wE HaVe A lImItEd tImE On eArTh- aNd tHaT We hAvE No wAy oF KnOwINg WhEn oUr tImE iS uP-THaT We wIlL bEgiN To lIvE EaCh dAy tO ThE FuLlEsT
haha in sch now..sianzz..juz finished my pw...stupid tuesday! i hate tuesdays most juz cox its tutorial day.. mr naresh wana kill us..extended lesson to 4pm. And guess wad? its matthew's bdae today!! he's 18 liaoz.cool eh? haha i spastic-ed him juz now over lunch. he juz eats loud!
tml i hope will b fruitful cox..ive a date with pearlin and cherish to go to the airport to mug together haha. i said i wana mug..but till now havent realli done tt..im realli scared..can someone pls slap me!
omg!! im so happie..a com idiot to the realisation of technology..haha i sound weird eh?? but cool! i finalli got to noe how to upload my pics up there..gotta go get mani..hahaha..thkz to stephie!! *hug* thkz wo!...and rice too!! she taught me a lot..hahaha..love ya guys so much!! and definiteli wun ever forget jiayi!!! hee!
In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
An inspiration so worthwhile,
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep
hahaha i finalli decided to have my own blog!! haha...juz decided to do it cox i wana look back when i grow older haha...hmmm today juz began a new term in sch..sianz..but was quite alrite in school. im having monday blues! got so much work to catchup and do. As a computer idiot..i muz realli go explore this webbie..haha..
And something for me to be proud of again...im gonna start mugging for promos today!!..altho i mite not make it..but i dunwan to let my godma down!!