[me]
*melyl*
lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home
[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]
*my wishlist*
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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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[archive]
i tink im fallin sick again...been sneezing these few nights..but nvm~! im strong!! haa...juz finished housework..cleaned kitchen haha...i slpt at 4am waki at 7am by dad..den 8am by mum..den 10 am by ma again 11am by meimei and finalli 12.30pm by myself~! nevertheless i feel energetic and full of life~! im happi thats why~!
miss steph and rice..they went for ogl camp lo....hope they hab lotsa fun!!! den they sure got lots stories to tell me de!!!
yupz..yday fri...i went to tm to meet melvin..he so nice ar! come all the way frm bishan juz to pei me ard for a few hrs b4 going to his fren's SOS party..
we walked ard..played and toked lo~! den he sent me home..den i went out with family to eat dinner at marketplace with jiejie's bf! haha he is damn funny and e few of us laughed a lot..esp at his patient's name hee hor har..haha!! can believe it?? tts the real name lo~! its pronounced like tt but i dunno whether its spelled correctli...den dad's fren's name is si ji peng..in hokkien its die one side~! hahahahaha oops..SLAPZ! bad me...as if my name v nice like tt..erxin ar! haha
yapz..den i pei melvin thru sms when he was going home lo...at ard 3am..till 4am den slpt~! hahaha..not tired not tired ar!! happi!!
oh ya!! i wana revamp my room!!!!! u guys noe my rm right? im splitting it into half..my sis will take the side nearer to the window...and ill take the portion nearer to the door..we're planning to split it into 2 with windscreen and tts our own space le..we gonna throw away some of our furniture..u guys noe?? the centre blk..the whole big thingy which is as long as the bed..ya we wanan shift tt away..
den erm..im keepin the cupboard for my clothes and my study which is the original one near to the window..den throw away the computer table..my space is v little..and i wana buy a sofa bed to slp...i dunwana slp with mama animore..i aint a kid le hahaha..den wana buy rugs to put on the flr and oso a dressing table to keep my candles and wadeva things more..haha~!
i scared le..no space how??? sian man...hahaha ill need money!! cox i wana buy hifi wana buy camera wana buy sofabed wana buy things for my rm!!! die le...anione wana give me money?? haha
haha today went out with melvin..go bugis buy my levis jeans..593 lo..haha first one..i tried several ones..all long long de..i got short legs la..too bad..den bought 593 nice! $99.50 bucks nice nice
ya den when i go meet him hor..something terrible happened!! shit me..i was on bus..den get down tt time my shoe spoil!!! i walked barefooted all the way lo!! frm the tampines mrt busstop to the clobber at the interchange!! damn it..haha went to this fashion cox last time got sell shoe de! who noes dun hab lor!! haha..den the clobber see me ke lian so charged me a dollar onli!!
den met melvin at bugis lo..so farni..i bought a muji candle too!! den we went clarke quay go find tsy! our dear tsy manz...hahaha give us the direction damn cute..we walked for over an hr to look for the DIALOGUECAFE haha
finalli saw her..damn happi lo!! haha...we ate our dinner there with the waitress serving us..so cute~!
after tt at ard 8 plus going to 9 me and mel left for home lo..mama keep callin and scold..haha..we walked and toked and play..damn fun! haha den now im home...bored..tml going sch..for econs lo..meeting pearlin they all 1.15 outside sch library at least i got smthing to do eh? haha~! can leave the reading of mag online and all the shit to friday den i wun so sianz! haha
oh ya..i fell down today..on escalator..at punggol..i feel so useless like tt oso can fall down..the whole mrt area is empty..i went to the mrt frm busstop to the mrt i onli saw less than 5 pple..such a big place but cold and sianz inside..juz like me! wad e...i fell..was quite pain..but i laffed at myself..cox i was happi..meet melvin ma...cox wun b able to for the next few days le..till wkend or next wk..haha so was super happi
if its my mood now and i go fall..i sure use it as excuse to cry...cry long long! haha..aiyah crap again..go watch tv le bye
hab nth to do...so came online to write my blog..i wonder who will read this shit..
i dunno why now..i feel so..haiz..
i went out for the econs essay thingy..they cracked jokesi laffed but aint realli laffin..juz for show..left earli went meet ma and meimei who aped me all the way..the onli great thing was to meet melvin for a tiny weeny shorty while at dhoby ghaut and he pei me to bugis to meet them b4 he goes off to chinatown to pei his frenz..its realli the onli happi thing tt make me realli smile today.
mama dunno why keep scolding me..remote control missing oso scream at me..every little thing she can find to kp she kp me..make me so irritated and i feel so ap now...noe she's my mum..noe i hab to respect her..but tolerance got limit de mah..aiyah dunno la..sure is my fault de..
at home everyday i pull a long face..and super easy to cry...i juz cried..watching the 9pm show..fann wong lost the ring tt christopher lee gave her..den *flashback* on their story..i like tt oso cry..wad the...now still crying lo..cant stop..shd give myself a slap
super sianz..i hate it..haiz duno how to say oso...i feel so..as my nick says..
right now..she orders me to do thing again..
jiayi...when will u be back...im so bored without u..
steph rice...next time u all going out jio me out le!!
i dunwan b at home..whole mth...ask me stay at home..i sure turn to super sianz and erxin gal.
tml ill go somewhere myself..since ill b alone in the morn till noon...if u guys noe me...u shd noe where ill b...haha..but i duno which one yet..the nearest one ba..
aiyo dunno wad crap i sayin la
at this moment..mama scold me again..pa say her she scold pa..wad the!! im crying again haha how great! F life...go to hell...bye!
haha i am thinking..since frenster the testimonials fun part is over..its time i shd come back to blog..have been kinda neglecting my poor bloggie haha..
ya...today went sch lor for SAT lecture..damn boring the stupid lecturer...wa lao...first he not shuai..second he think he very funny...third he AP!!!! wad the hell lor! he juz crap and crap and crap..den break tt time me steph rice yumin and karen went off..hahaha we went to hougang mall to eat lo..den walk ard...quite fun! go out with em~! haha..rice hardli is free now cox of band..den we go out today lor..
kinda cute..me and rice eat finish our fried beehoon liao..den walked into hougang mall..saw this small shop in the centre of the mall sellin 'fake' sharksfin..they realli look gd...den we shopped ard see see things..went minitoons but there werent ani cola bottles to buy..so i bought the not so gd cola bottles for a dollar..not nice de..haha...yucks! still mini toons better! ya den rice they all bought socks...haha rice is damn cute! buy a colour tt serena wun hab~! and she is so proud of it..
den yumin ate old changkee and karen bought for us the sharksfin at onli 2 bucks! quite nice lo..den we walk out wana find a place to eat..den went under the sun and saw a mad guy..he kept lookin at us...so eerie haha.we had a hard time to open the soup the cap cox its super tight lo...den when i open onli i turn off!!!! cox got prawns!!! dunno is real or fake de..rice says theyre fake but pls..prawnss.....juz turn me off totalli..i spent time to take the prawns out for rice and rice spent time to take the vege out for me..hahaha ...damn funny lo..we 2 doin tt under the sun
den karen say we v poor thing..so brought us to the bus interchange there to eat while she go buy things with steph..she like our mama like tt..den me and rice are the child...yumin cox helped karen take things..so she like maid...haha den so farni lor
den me and steph took 27 home..haha quite fun...now at home le...melvin still slping..haha notti!!!!
juz went for tennis with shumei..today onli go for tennis lor..it rained b4 we played..when we actualli played after the rain stopped and the weather was gd...but the ground was wet..there was no rollers ard for us to clear the deep water patches..so we carried on and played...e balls got wet..had green and red patches on them...the balls got heavier and when we hit...water came out and splashed everywhere...
we served and hit..like kena rain like tt..den pick balls in drains and in puddles..we hit the ball to rid them of the water...the ball bcum furry de..den still dun feel great hitting the balls..haha but still me and shu...2 low blooded creatures played and laffed at the stupid balls which made us like idiots..haha~! i wore my mjc tennis polo tee lor! first time...haha..den we played till 630 and left..i saw mike on the way back.he was at the opposite busstop and we saw each other!! haha..had an intuition tt someone i noe is opposite at the busstop..so looked ard and realli saw mike! haha...cool! ya came home to pei meimei lo..mama papa go hiao liao..they go ktv...mama wear till damn sexy..all black..den papa i think he wear blue long sleeve buttoned shirt..so formal!!! nv see b4..erm..okie onli once in my life when my cousin juz got married....i havent seen him wear for the second time..he went out b4 i came home...im gonna wait up for em to see him!! haha cute small boy!! hahaha cheong sansan!! rem the ah bee's wedding...u saw the pic?? our papa is small boy!
today din go sch again..so boring..haha
yepz yday went to sch lo...to attend 2 econs lects...den recess saw my beloved rice perform!! damn nice but she damn shy..hahaha look at us and smile~! haha beautiful her!!! yepz..den me rice steph and karen went to whitesands to eat the mac breakfast..nice eh!! hahahaha hungry wo~! den we went back to sch..they went for phys tut and i met melvin to go for blood donation lor..idiot manz! i so enthu lo..but see the needle to thick i scared..got cold feets...i filled in the form and everything liao! juz the test to go..who noes...the doctor dun allow me cox i got low blood and chest pains...he told me..."until the day ure fine..otherwise u shall permanentli not b a donor!" aRRRRR hahahaha sad sia...cox blood donation reminds me of godma...when i was in pri 5..when she was in critical situation..the doctor said we might need to give her blood..then the doc oso rejected me cox i too young to donate..now tt i wana help oso cant....low blood...wad the! why i so the stupid weak?? low temperature low blood everything low de..haha
but melvin cud donate!! so i pei him lo..i like pangseh him like tt sia..haha then we went tm to walk ard lo..his arm got the iodine tt smell den he keep smellin and say tt it smells like his ah ma..hahaha
den saw rice steph yumin and JESS!!! so long nv see her liao lo!! she was wearing rice's jacket damn cute~! and i saw something v nice v suitable for someone..so set im buying it! hahahaha
heyhey!! i went back amk today!!! i missed it manz!! saw the church tt i went to for a christmas party in the past where i won a big big bear with godpa and godma!
den i saw the old atm machine tt i played with and tot tt i wud take money out of it with my atm card one day..haha i haven did tt yet!..but smthing sad..altho the bus 265 which brings me back to the old place i lived...the bus interchange the old one is tore down..the old NTUC where there used to b lotsa food is down too..den took a bus to my old place..recognised everything..the old bread stall,7-11,fruit stall are still there...but the market is gone..the KFC is gone..kinda of sad..but memories remains deep inside me!!! i miss my godma!!! so so much...i rem all the hugs and love my godma gave me..i rem where i fell down..i rem the spot when i diaoed a stupid idiot..bloody auntie who act as tho she nv seen anione got operation b4..tt was when my godma juz came back frm her neck operation and hab a super long scar..
stayed in amk for onli a while..but its was enuf! realli touched and i loved it...
den i went to orchard..erm cineleisure to watch movie...wishing stairs...rice told me the story and i was super interested in the show lor..hahaha
thankfully this time round there wasnt a lesbian couple next to me..otherwise ill cry! hahaha
i miss my jiayi lots too...i miss our days together lo...my bestest fren..haha when i watched wishing stairs..and the scene whereby the 2 galz stayed over at one of the gal's dorm...den do the hair together slp together and play together....i tot of jiayi~! altho we are not lesbianz!! hahahaha
heyhey!! haha went out yday...fun!fun! and fun! went orchard to see lightings and foam snow! i like sua ku and tootster...but realli happi to see those stuffs eh? realli looking forward to christmas..hope there will b something on and fun!! greatly planned not slackin ard those kind! hopefully will have la..i super seldom hab christmas thingy de...lookin forward sia! cox this yr den i start to go out at nite de mahz..christmas!!! haha
yepz yday went to watch the movie cold creek manor...wanted to watch wishing stairs de..but met irvin at my busstop he say waste money so we watched cold creek manor..erm....its a thriller but its okie lo..not realli tt trilling..haha..snakes? and the badman? haha..something happened out of the screen de more thrillin ar! beside me was a couple lor..den they...erm its like the gal put her leg on the guy's leg den flip ard den kissed den did a lot weird stuffs..keep knocking into me or somthing like tt..den i of cox shift nearer to my fren la..den hehehe..and noe wad?? to my surprise after the movie...the guy is not a guy!!!! its lesbian couple!!! omg!! to think i saw a lesbian couple kissed and....ARRRRRR..traumatised sia haha...but i oso had my nice nice times in the movie watching it..but okie la..overall not bad..a nice trip out..
in this lonely day..boring saturday with this cold weather...listening to jay's GUIJI...wad do u think im feelin now?......im thinking a lot...
toked to sista again..and he told me his planz and ideas to make her happy on her birthday..told him he is very sweet..he said that when u realli love someone and esp as a guy..ull go all out and do everything u can to make the gal u love smile and happi...wun ever let her worry..sad or low cox of u...
this song brings a lot feelings...now another one...broken vow by Lara Fabian...
"Broken Vow"
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
on this loneli saturday..im emotional...
wad abt tml?? sunday..wud it be worse? or will i b happi??
PW is over!!!!!! dunno whether i shd b happi or not.....ill miss em..but there is no more work! altho i still hab to crap out 3 minutes takings...but this is the last piece of assignment i hab to file into the thick file which compiles of a yrs hard work...mama!!! tml will take pic le..our grp...and mayb will hab our meal together or smthing like tt...ill miss everyone lo...haiz..wana cry ar!! lend me ur shoulders!!
i these few days quite emotional...cox of the surrounding pple ard me are saD!! haiz!!! but my own life...is great! haha went out again today..to watch xun zao zhou jie lun..its kinda of lame but its fine lo..altho i dun realli understand it..it juz all depends on who u watch it with?? hahahaha..bleah!! yupz...den went to ssc after the movies to meet steph alex vic huiyee chongz and alvin.....den we rot ard old changkee and the meridian foodcourt haha...a bit sianz cox we all juz rot there..but how often do we have such chances to sit together and rot?? i treasure it...i wana like stay there for long..but hee..need to go home la..
been home v late recentli..all at night de..but life is great outside! i love my company out with me...i love to spend time with....frens! haha..
went to sch this morn at 11 for pw....meeting...shew.....haha i din tie my hair den nv tuck in shirt den wore my specs!! haha look like a bad gal...but was approaching the library i took a turn to go into the toilet to tie my messy hair! haha..den at least not tt baddie..who ask me tie hair le will look kiddy haha...
was earli...actualli alone de...de library so mani pple..i feel loneli..walked into the com lab and saw sista!!! den had a short tok with dear sista lo...toked abt some private things...and i feel so xinfu compared to him...but i believe sista will find his own xinfu too!
yepz..den had pw dry run in the conference room till ard 1 plus like dat den went home with paulus...we toked all the way~! still my gdgd fren lo!! hee...yupz..
den came home memorized my speech a little den sms...haha...v happi!!! slept a little juz now too..tired la..face my speech which is full of words haha..den i slept...kena shocked to waki by mama again.....
she dam chor lo! i dunno why..isit purposeli or wad la..this morn how i woki?? its cox of her..she take clothes she ask me wakie stand up and go to the next bed to slp..den she slam the doors den she hit her own wait like wana tell me her waist is pain tt kind...but i v tired so slpt haha..
den juz now she came home she b4 i slpt...she asked me to pei her go work..u noe...those unaddressed letters...damn heavy and wad de lor..i wana help her de..but no mood..haha too happi to do so!! den i nv go lor..
she came home den she slam the door..i slp halfway i jumped up and wore my specs..continue reading my speech haha!
den she cooked...she chop the garlic like chop dunno wad like tt lor!!!!! v loud!! haha...i mop flr she crazy shit..she nv wash leg and walk ard lor! dirty the flr onli..
now dinner time she like wana kill me like tt...crazy!!!! hahaha
hey so long i nv update le..haha....sian diao kinda u noe...i kinda of not happi cox my beloved jiayi is back in malaysia!!!...i miss her manz.....but no matter wad...no matter how..best frenz we will alwayz be...no matter how far apart we are kkie?? les mahz! haha
yepz..recentli damn cock up with pw..cant wait to get it over soon...
yday went to sch for op audience for xueqi's grp...xueqi is gd!! damn cute and pretty!! haha...lovable~!..den afterwhich i went to orchard to watch movie la..uptown galz..went ps haha..den walked ard orchard..quite fun~!
den today i went to sch oso for op audience for sista! den went to ps again..with sista stephie alvin..den ate ljs breakfast!! its dam nice!! haha i love it!! ya..den went to play pool loz..haha i suck at it totalli...a total failure haha..den melvin and yy came along to met us...played a little bit more..haha
walked ard orchard to places tt i nv went b4!!! walked down to tanglin mall all these...forum..blablabla..went toyrus!!!! oh i love it!! haha..found something tt i will consider buying for someone whose bdae is coming..but aint gonna tell....got 2 of u..guess urself ba hahaha~!
i recieved a super nice pressie today!!!!! outta a sudden haha..i love it!!!!!
heyhey~! went out with my beloved jiayi today!! went to far east and shopped ard!! haha shop so long finalli we bth bought a top each at the same shop!! i bought the baggy top tt i alwayz wanted..its a nice colour combi..green and yellow..not bad lor..$15.90 onli! hahah..jiayi bought a nice grey top for $20 and its cool i muz say..yepz..den we shopped ard see see..tt gal bought another 2 pairs of earrings and i saw the bracelet tt suits me finalli!! but no money...its $9.90 lo..den got the same kinda necklace at $16.90...den u noe my now tt earring?? the same shop la..now got dolphin de!!! mama!! haha feel like buying too! so ex sia if i realli wan all..
ya..den saw a v nice baggy shorts too stephie! its at far east...its green den pockets is got the army pattern..den got 2 rainbow coloured strings attached to it..so nice so nice!! 50 bucks after 15% discount haha..too bad..im broke..
wana save for my digital cam!! haha...yeah i bought a top for....quite nice..white based den the pattern is silver de..i think nice la..jiayi think so too and the budget is there so i bought lor..haha
yepz..yday i went out with stephie chongkiat and alex!! haha..nice day out! had a v v nice laf till stomach pain and cheeks stiff..bleah! cox of porki!! er xin gui hahaha..yepz...aiya v sian lor..gotta go update other thingy le...see ya!
today is a boring day...sch ended earli but cant go out cox tml got chinese a lvls..boring..i havent started yet and am not interested in anithingy! hahaha...my mama is cute!!! she did somthin v cute..she see the yrbk lor..den see stephie's class den pt at nicholas den telling me isit he the idiot who wana jio stephie..cox she noes la..den she added tt nicholas is toot and erxin hahaha..cool manz..aiyah v sianz...mama scold me le..ask me go study..here i go~! bye
in sch now..havin recess nth on to do so i cum to the library and checked frenster...check finish le feel like updating blog lor..haha
yepz today rice nv come to sch..and i woke up late..supposed tt the alarm went off at 6 am and i woke up only at 6.19 am haha piggy me..
v sianz now...wana tok abt yday here..a lot pple sick..rice ziling and melvin..i oso fallin sick v soon le..i think...today got headache..v pain lor..but fine la.haha
yday i super happi!! did my dry run lo had v gd audience...howard and wadsia..gave us super gd comments.haha...in addition to my happiness...hmmmm hahaha..bleah! dunwan say here cox i scared got intruders...but its something someone told me thru sms when i was going home frm sch la..jiayi called me and tok too! add more and more to my happiness.going for lesson le..bye!
had pw dry dry (dehydrated) run today..haha in class lor...onli audience is ms tan hwee chiang..emmanuel is great!! he made our project so wonderful so beautiful~! haha...nice one lor! yepz..den we had quite a bit of problem to save it cox the file is kinda of too big...haha we presented..overall is gd~! v cool and ibrahim..the micheal jackson likes it v much~! haha..when i presented..oh its a disaster haha...i tok v fast v soft...it last for 4 mins and i missed clickin 2 slides lor! made sharon so paiseh haha...
sharon me and emanuel made the same mistakes..we pronouces public as pubplick haha...realli farni everyone ended up laffin lor..it was a nice presentation..i hope tml we will do better with perfect combination..i dun miss my slides and we dun cock up and end up laffing haha..
yepz..today in sch nth much lor..juz found out tt a lvl chinese is on friday...kinda fast hor? haha but i still no moood to study got the heck care attitude haha..yeah bad right??
but v happi today lor...yepzz! haha..hopefulli tml the op will turn out well and i wun shake ard and slide ard all over the place too much..u noe...haha i slide ard and shake and turn when im nervous...but muz see who the audience are mahz..if there's one i can make eye contact with and can calm me down de..den gd for me lor! haha cox i can juz concentrate on one audience..but i guess i wun b wearing contacts or specs..haha...juz to reduce my scaredness...yepz...
happi day for me la..cox v smooth v swt..i finished my blue berry morning liao!! yepz..hahaha piggy meiyi finish liao!! feimei on the way~! bleah!!
holland v now liao!! i v long nv watch whole show le...go see liao bye!
juz came back frm pw...tired out..quite a sucki day...i din do much..juz pw op slides and op speech thingy..kinda of pekcek now..im thinking...of givin up...i dunno wad why and how...juz got tt feeling...esp after seeing tt msg left by nice page..haha i noe i aint a gd fren...tts why my frenz are so unfortunate kkie....i suck! everyone noes tt...it adds to my depression and state of confusion now...
hey v long nv update liao..starting to lose interest in blog after having frenster!! haha frenster is best man..so fun too bad now the frenster server is down so im here haha
these few days nth much happen lo...juz sch pw pw pw pw pw.yday was halloween~!~! went to orchard to see see if there were those freaki idiots going ard..but everyone looked so normal and nothing much happened lor...haha..first time i wear sloppy to orchard...my jumpers the number 7 t back top frm pure milk and my6 ripcurl slippers haha...lame la..
yepz..den today which is saturday liaoz..i went to tampines to meet my class which every class did...at 9am for CIP..flag DAY! haha..i keep saying flag raising...shit manz..my eng sucks haha
yepz..den me minmin pearlin and emeris went to 201 there to do lor..me and min min went to the 201 the supermarket there to ask ard...not bad lo..quite heavy..haha but i was feelin bad....cox got cramp lor..yepz..but still rather a fruitful morn..den i spend my afternoon doing pw..my pw pple came my hse lor..okie la..i reckon i dun hate sharon or dun dislike her animore le...i think she is not bad lor.they came...den we did experiment on my darlin aiai~! let her wear her kimono and eat her chicken thingy~! haha..so cute lor..
and sharon and wenhui they all say tt i look v much like aiai..exactli same..hha paulus took it as an insult to me but i think its not lor~! love dogs manz...yepz..oh ya..abt the paulus thingy..tell u ar! haaha think sharon they all realli think tt we stead or wad.we wonder why manz...
paulus asked me b4hand abt the way to my hse...den he led the way...sharon they all think he come mani times b4 liaoz then laffed at him...its so stupid lor...but aniwae...its a lame combination..me and paulus?? haha...not farni