[me]
*melyl*

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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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Thursday, January 29, 2004

yoz~!back again...juz did math file..phys tutorial math assignment and some econs essay outline..i still hab vector 1 assignment to do tml lo...tired man..okie..wad happened yday was i went to orchard with melvin..went to look for smthing i noe i wana see smthing but i dunno is wad exactly..weird..okie..den we went to eat macs..our mcchicky bcome macwings liao..its 2 wings la..$3.50..alright lo..still prefer the old ones..ya...den went to hmw and sembawang..finalli saw the liang jing ru cd tt i wan!! im dam happi lo..but yday no money to buy..haha and in sembawang at cineleisure i dropped a cd at the counter..dam paiseh haha..
ya den today in sch quite alright..spent my lunch with pearlin emeris mami min min they all to rush the sets of notes tt we need to file in..den at 210 me and mami ran all the way down to the photocopyin auntie to zap stuffs..and as we ran back..i helped mami change into pe attire without goin to the toilet..so it was like..215 we were back in class...ready for math lesson...yapz..den they had pe and emeris and i went to sort the math for everyone..helped mel made a copy too..wanted to punch holes for him but no puncher..ya like tt lo..
den sort till then..his pe over liao..so he sent me back...saw my neighbour..again..wad the hell..haha
ya den tot of smtings was in deep tots when ai suddenli barked and i realised the pot tt i used to cook chicken for her was burning...slightli...haha jiayi shd noe wad i was thinking abt ba..the thing i told u ya...saddening..
and also...im praying hard sista can take things easy tml or wad...doreen is alex's le...

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at |1/29/2004 10:35:00 PM|

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

hello...haha jiejie went back home le..so all i hab now is sch com again..aniway i shd b getting my laptop fixed soon dad says faster faster! haha..
ya today going to celebrate sista's bdae with him..later going to tamp to buy the shirt tt we wana give him! juz realised tt tamp got it..ya..haha going to eat pizza den watch the movie the magic kitchen lo...haha
ya...quite sianz...waiting for melvin now to fin sch at 305 den he do his phys..i think shd b ard 4 lo..den i meeting em at 530 mahz..go tm there buy so got time to wait...dunno y la..juz wana wait lo..even for juz a while..okie.SLAPZ!
den now in library with pearlin mami min min they all..den later when they wait for wenhui and leave le i jiu study...redo my econs essay..den do another essay..den got phys tutorial 16 den do math tutorial and assiagnment..like tt lo....
ya and i think tuition is confirmed...i guess ill take 2 hrs per session...see she wans once or twice a wk..ive got my time well slotted..since fri is a long day for me..lame oso..den noone pei me...i shall hab tuition frm 430 to 630 den i go home...each hr shd b like 15 bucks ba..
if she wans twice a wk..i shall use my sunday lo..frm 9 to 11 like tt..see she can or not..i dunwan the tuition times to crash with my time in sch affecting my studies and time with frenz and melvin
oh ya...quite irritated with my mum for being such a nag and bitchy...ever since she saw melvin..she keep saying lo...kinda asked her to shut up in a bad tone b4 getting down the car today..she say like got 10 times liao lo..keep repeating the things she wana say...kp man...somemore drag down did bf leslie in...grrr..wadeva...im gone bye

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at |1/27/2004 02:43:00 PM|

Monday, January 26, 2004

yoz..sunday today!! relatives came over to my hse..hha i slpt at ard 4am ynite and waki ard 8 plus today to help mama...i helped cook and everything den ard 530 like tt go meet karen and melvin at my stop..brought them to my hse..at first quite boring cox nth to do..den tt stephie..grrr..haha! came along and we crapped lots...abt our strategies and stuffs...den played daidee with melvin..overall i lost 14 cards to him..we gonna continue tt record i think hee...i not bad le right..lose him so little onli..haha ya like tt lo..we ate and toked..
eh...den its was time to send them back to the stop..so i pei em..ya den came home myself..mama said mel's eyebrows v thick v nice..den say wad he v quiet and shy..haha its true lo..ya...like tt lo...hee~! waiting for mel to finish bathing all these den slp le..tml got econs test and i cant b bothered haha! win liao..hope mr naresh wun scold like shit..haha

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at |1/26/2004 12:10:00 AM|

Saturday, January 24, 2004

morn~! haha well..shd b afternoon afterall..been several days since i last updated the blog..had been bz with the chinese new yr stuffs..on wed which is cny eve..our family went out to eat with dad's extended family..alright lo..nth much..did a bit of palm read..haha~! and toked abt fortune telling stuffs ba..
den thurs which is the first day of the lunar new yr..we went to ah ma hse to bainian..saw those erxin relatives and mani of whom touched and carry my aiai lo..den they ended up gamblin soon after...i went to meet melvin instead cox i die die oso dun gamble..i used to not now clever le..dun gamble animore..i v suay one..alwayz lose haha
went to melvin's hse!!! saw his parents relatives blabla..quite fun but realised bainian wasnt as easy as my hse one..ours is juz hey everyone! happi new yr! den those adults will come find u to give u angbaoz..den his hse culture diff.more traditional..muz use oranges to bainian and say auspicious stuffs which i dunno at all..den made a fool of myself haha..kena suaned by his relatives abt the hapi new yr thing..cox tts the onli thing i noe how to say..lame right?stayed for dinner and went home at ard 10 plus..melvin sent me to ah ma hse lo..den he took a taxi home..ya den i went home with parents all these..den slpt at ard 3 am..ya tts my first day..
den second day we went to mama frenz hse first..sat and toked awhile..the stupid tv hor..played fei yu qing le! listen till i almost fell aslp!~ but den went to the son's kelvin's hse..so cool lo~! he and his wife story so cool sia..the wife is china woman..but i find her v amiable and likeable lo..haha..they noe each other for like less den half a yr den they got married all these le wo...everything settled in 2 yrs..hseing blablabla..haha den in their hse we did a video with their video cam~! the focus was on my little darlin la~! quite cool
followed on we went to my cousin's hse..watch pple play mahjong den ate steamboat~! wa my chopstick skills is damn lousy...cmi cmi..they make the lao yu sheng thing..i cant take anithing up! and when i finalli did..everything dropped on my another cousin's hand..haha..den steamboat i use chopstick to take the crabmeat stuffs..i cant!!! so in the end i use the bigbig spoon to do lo..there was so mani couples ard me..peel prawn blablabla..lucki i dun eat prawn de...haha..i helped my pregnant cousin to take her food!
after tt we went on to my mama sis hse and they gambled again..i drank red wine and munch on stupid goodies..ate half a bottle of cashew nuts.den i watched the yu wen le show..with twins de..juz one look...it was all so damn swt but the endin suck!!! ya like tt lo..den slp at ard 4am like tt 3 plus 4 lo..
today wakie at 12 den rotting now..juz ate 2 toasted bread and later gonna meet melvin!!! hopefulli hopefulli~! den go karens's hse for another rd of steamboat..realli hope i wun paiseh myself with my poor chopstick skills..later will use big spoon and ask steph rice help me..hahaha..laughing stock ar!!...kk go liao..wana wait for melvin's sms~! tcariez

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at |1/24/2004 01:50:00 PM|

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

hey yo!~ v long nv update blog le..now sister is home!! so finally i hab this chance to update..felt so loneli and sianz without comin online...reaali paiseh to melvin cox waste a lot of his sms to pei me...
yapz these few days all rather ok lo..nth much happened..but i did new yr goodies for melvin!! so in the end had to do for relatives oso..did 600 of em and i spent 6 hrs frm 1pm to 7pm non stop...doin tt...hahaha theyre fat and ugly i think...bleah but nvm la hor..got my efforts..
yday did my nails for new yr but i think theyre ugly so i went out with pearlin emeris and hweepeng to tm there shop for nail art stuffs..den i bought a milky pink one with some flowers 3d stickers..they cost me abt 17 bucks lo..ya not v xintong now..juz now quite..but consoled myself cox i nv buy such thing b4..quite excited to do it le!!! later later....no hurry haha..
dad juz got me a job i think..to tutor a china gal..his worker's daughter english..imagine me teaching a china gal english!!! my eng suck and i hate china pple and i speak v gd china chinese! hahaahah ok lame..tts a mayb job..he mentioned it..but dunno hab or not..if realli hab den gd le! i can hab more money to give godpa..and mayb buy my cam..i still hopin for it altho i wana give up..steph juz showed me sm stuffs..info abt a gay who is hapi tt he is a gay...yucks!! luckili im str8! oh ya..yday was the 19th..jia steph rice..u rem the date? a yr ago? haha 19 jan..wadeva..today met eugene at class there..asked him abt smthings lo...but we bth dun care le hahaa so cool!
tml is chinese new yr eve!!gonna go out with melvin!!!yeah!!!! finalli after a wk..since we went out together la..other den sat he pei me go eat..ya...haha..hope tml will b fun!!
and on sunday my relatives all coming over my hse..wana invite rice steph karen chong alex and HOPEFULLI my dear melvin also come lo..if not hor..thurs fri sat sun nv see him..ya..but aiyah nvm..
think my tuition confirmed le...ill hab an income!!! yeah faster start!!! but its dam cheapo...80 or 100 le..sianz..hmm...update another day..bye

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at |1/20/2004 06:23:00 PM|

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
An inspiration so worthwhile,
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep

the truth is out..can time turn back till then? ive got lots of questions in me..Y me?? y am i the one they love most? wad abt cindy?...onli today tt i noe the truth...its devastating..i realli am..cox i nv tot and nv imagined this wud b in my family..
nevertheless..my godpa will alwayz b my godpa..i will take care of him...no matter wad..im willin to give up buying all the things tt i wan..digital cam..laptop..new shoes new things! i all dunwan le..ill save my money up to give godpa some allowance..i think this is wad i shd do..its time i grow up..stop being so naive and repay godpa with all the kindness and love he has showered upon me..treasure my godpa b4 anithing bad happens..
my parents too..now are in deep tots..my mum is scared..real afraid of losing the freedom that she used to hab.and dad...sandwiched btwn his mum n mama and siblings..well who gives an heck abt those bloody 'relatives' who are onli out to 'eat' us..go to hell lo..i wun allow em to bully my parents...my mama is seen as the 'bad' person while trying to keep dad's money...who are they lo..y shd we spend our family's hard earned money to let em eat...pls..
as for me..if grandma realli moves over..mum will b home v little..and dad wans no maid..so ill hab to shoulder the burden of the housework..to clean every corner till they shine tt kind..cut each vege to same like 5 cm? hsework is fine for me..im used to em..if i can help mama share the burden to lighten her stress while coping with the new individual at home...i will..since ive lived with grandma for 7 yrs and she nv hated me like the way she hates my mum and sisters....i realli am willin to help this family out...
this is juz a small prob compared to wads going on my godpa's head....now i wish i can do wadeva to help pple..my ma pa grandma godpa...theyre the ones i most worry abt in the family..all i wan is em to b happi...esp my godpa...cox he is loneli...
haha after all the long thing....im now in the sch library again!!!! dun wish to go home so earli so here i am to type blog and wait for melvin to finish lessons..soon ba...dunno go wherez...but wana spend time with him!!
oh ya juz now i was feelin troubled den rice and steph pei me!! karen oso!! feel so much better with em...den i spent my physics lesson with melvin...hope he doesnt get into trouble for tt...
hey!!! i juz rem smthing..the corner we went hor..the bench at the phys lab there de...tt was when i knew abt valerie's stuff and we worried there for her..and den when bryan dumped me i went there and skipped lect too! jia peied me..rem?? haha den now...i sadzz there cox this..onli hapi thing i spent there is fairoz bdae!! haha..yapz..kinda alrightz now la.i juz wana to help pple...after tt hr of siaoz...i m strong again~! i need to b mature and grow up!! share the burden of the family..afterall i hab my frenz and melvin to rely on...and oso my family!
*points to the heart*...i wana b stronger..

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at |1/13/2004 03:05:00 PM|

Monday, January 12, 2004

Haha..today school is as usual sian la..then today lined up for the stupid pe thingie so long lo!!!wah lau..eat up so much of our lunch time..then when we went to change into our pe shirts.. i exchanged bra with Emeris!coz she was quite paiseh la...the stupid pe shirt can see thru her bra so she exchange with me..and hor i did PE!!haha..1 round around the track and 1 round of circuit!feel so proud of myself!haha!!but that stupid choy la..really wet blanket..she xia suied me in front of everyone lo..wan me to redo the sit ups..kaoz!lame shit!keep saying my pe shirt not presentable bluh bluh..lame shit!my class gers also suggested buying the same kind of sports bra and wear it during the pe days!lol..and they even wanna use the fabric paint and write 303 and the name!really very funny lo!Alvin gave me rice and steph a blue soccer jersey each!with all our favourite numbers on it!hahaha...i love 7!!!!

Steph and Rice came back to sch after realising that Steph's wallet is lost..then we went to GO and check and then go to A201..but to no avail!sad la..steph cried like siao..then we went to find Karen in the hall and see if she haf lost her wallet..but she nv so we went to the gallery and find the pe teachers..we din wanna approach Ms Choy coz we noe she sure nag or laff at steph!Stupid woman..in the end i went to find her...(i took out all my 'not approved' items) and i saw steph's wallet!on her table!she saw me panting and she said 'yes..this is stephanie's wallet..i wun gif it to u.u go ask her come n see me.' In the end steph went to see her lo,she gave her back her wallet!So happy manz!!lucky its not stolen during pe..or else i will blame myself for going down to take pe!hahaha...but at least now yu guo tian qing!!!then we went home!hee!!!i keep running here n there...i feel so healthy manz!!haha!=D

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at |1/12/2004 10:21:00 PM|

Sunday, January 11, 2004

how does migraine stop??? can it b cured?? who noes pls tell me...
yday went out with melvin..our 2 mths! we met at 1 at tamp..den we went to orchard.went to eat at taka's breeks..den we went to walk ard loz..a lot places..paragon where is saw daphne heeren where we saw steph rice karen siqiu they all..den went on to lido there..den went to fareast den to chinablack there..aiya a lot places..went to cineleisure too..to watch movie..mona lisa smile..alright la..ya..melvin bought a shirt..quiksliver one..den a cd..ya..den we keep walkin ard lo.v nice day...v treasureable! he got headaches lo...v v worried..haiz..hope got med to cure de...v pain one le...wad can i do....haiz...
its the 11th today..ah pua's bdae...but i cant go out..yday go out le..today go out somemore mama will kill me. yepz..slightli happier now cox juz toked to melvin! online la.happier cox i was damn worried and he calmed me down of cox...and we made a pact!!!! he promised me one thing!!! and tts a promise tt can nv b broken...and i trust tt melvin wun ever break tt..im not being naive here k...haha.he tml go see doc..hopefulli the doc can help him sia!!! or mayb sis's bf can help too?hopefulli sia..
juz now my meimei told me..hey in 2 yrs ull b 20!! oh no..tt sounds old..im telling steph now..hahaha by the time we reach 20..we wud hab been more matured and we will not b able to do the things we wan to do like now or in the past animore..imagine all the "i dun fren u ar" and all the lame stuffs? haha so i hab a tot now..when i buy my darlin camera!! i wana take pics of myself in cchsm and damai uniform again!!! i got the full set of uniform k..for both cchsm and damai..the badges nametag and ties! hahaha can u imagine tt.someone like me who breaks the sch rules like eating rice..i hab full set!! think mr soon will b glad for tt...alwayz catch me without nametag de hahaha..cheong meiyi chong meiyi cheng meiyi..

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at |1/11/2004 02:00:00 PM|

Friday, January 09, 2004

wana write this entry cox..im feelin down now...tot of 1 yr ago..we were such an innocent bunch..came to mjc with the class 4gr...decided to enter mjc..despite everyone's persuasions to go tpjc instead....got into mjc..with rice steph jia peiyi clar qi and me...total of 7 of us..wad a nice number...one yr ago exactli is peiyi's bdae..we took a pic together on this day! happy cchsm galz...went ard borrowing uniforms to change into and we spent our days playing and foolin ard..took pics everyday..found all our gd frenz..wadsia kevin everyone..
those days were so innocent...and carefree after o's..one of my best days in my life..
the 7 of us wud gather to whitesand's mac's to eat our macchicky every thurs and it was our macchicki day...how wonderful..we nv failed to nv eat em........the 7 cchs pple in s304 me steph rice peiyi weili boonping ruixiang...and all the cchsm pple went back to cchsm during the chinese new yr...and got into trouble..cox our class had 7 pple missing! those days were fun...life with the whole jc to ours..noone else to share..all pple of our age and thinking..excluding the tchers..and socialisin was fun..slowli..we mixed well..in the sch and our class of 304...went on to share lots of memories..played hard and ponned classes together...and s304's malayz are the onli ones whom i realli feel nth bad towards..
also one thing tt happened...during the s304 period...valerie passed away..altho i wasnt close to her..or even not v frenli...but it still hurt..its almost a yr..
and den we went on..life went on..to the time to get our o's..jiayi was not able to enter mjc...so does peiyi who went off to yjc..the lucki 7 was reduced to 5...clar and qi took arts..and thus got closer with the arts fac pple..but nevertheless we're still in their minds juz like they are in us..
now..e grp is left with me steph and rice..and its oso a separation..of s303 and s304..
everyone's life has changed..so hab i...i wonder if it is for the gd or bad..i dunwan cry no more..i dunwan b sad..i havent lost jiayi..havent lost my frenz..ive my family..i hab things tt others yearn for..
in this new yr...im in j2..soon in a flash..i wud b lookin back at now frm another perspective..i had a wonderful and fruitful j1 yr...wonderful frenz made..maintained my close relationship with jia...i shd treasure it..and i wud..i definitely wud..no matter wad happens in the future..i wudnt leave em...my bunch of buddies who are alwayz there for me..
other than my usual bunch...i shd treasure my present classmates too..pearlin min mami cherish emeris...theyre godsent...and theyve motivated me lots to study..esp min and pearlin..hw forever done..stress me to do oso..shd treasure...cox after this yr..things wud again b different..and there will b no turnin back..
all i wana do for this yr..in order not to regret...is to look forward..live each day as it comes to me..live it well and make it worthwhile..studies and hw comes impt..its much more significant to me den b4 now..steph rice karen..my classmates and melvin..all matters so much to me..
hope there is no lookin back..no regrets..i hab lived my 2003 well..and so will i treasure 2004..makin everyday a nice one..mayb this is the thinking i shd adopt to feel better..ive been living in the past for too long to realise the importance of the present.
life is short..and im juz a part of the whole universe..haha dunno wad crap..

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at |1/09/2004 09:28:00 PM|

hey yo~! haha in sch library again after sch on friday...410 den finish ar..damn sianz..but today alright lo..not as bored as last week..its been a week since i last saw my jiayi...got so much to say sia..ok..let me start frm morn.
today is the 9th and its my second mth with melvin!!!! hahah its been a hard mth eh?
but nevertheless im super happi and glad!
but cox today my lessons end late and he hab a headache..we din meet la...as i said...saturday!! hahaha
ya..today recess i was at the area outside the lt to do my chinese hw..gd gal? while rice and steph went back to class to do math..guess we're all getting hardworkin le..how abt my jiayi??
ya den lunch i went out to tm there with my classmates to eat...8 galz and emanuel kiantiong la...me cherish and pearlin went on bus 39 b4 the rest and got super angry with the j1s...damn inconsiderate tok n tok nv move to the back lo..den a small pri sch boy almost fell...den pearlin got so angry tt she scolded the pple and knock em as she walked to the back..surprisingli i din do anithing cox i was smsing melvin! hahah ya den when we needed to change bus at my busstop..we had to pass by them lo..den me cherish and pearlin decided to take revenge for the small boy and knock em hardz b4 we go..and i knocked into all 4 of em!! hard k...first one i use my pro-ness learnt in cchsm..its a guy...den second one i knock is a gal..her bag so big lo..den i push her bag..well..actualli is the bus move den i fell on her bag la..who cares..i din bother to hold on to the railin cox i noe i wudnt fall..pearlin bhind me lo..haha
ya den we went to the small macs to eat and i saw priscilla..aka duck lips again...actualli i think she got prettier...better den last time when she looked like a duck..now she doesnt..SLAPZ! y m i saying gd stuffs abt her?? she cut the sort i hair i wanted to cut lo...but luckili i dint..hahaha
yapz den i ate a burger like in 2 mins?? i chiong lo...cox we were gettin late and i needed to buy some swts for melvin frm minitoons...so i chionged all the way in the rain to go buy..ran up the stairs and stuffs..saw frenz..din they all den i juz HI and ran away hahahaha looked like a crazy woman running ard in tm.
yapz den was kinda late for econs.we took 15 and den ran for bus 81..but the bus ps us..den in the end we took 3 back lo...
it wasnt cox i go buy swt tt we were late k..i chiong all the way go back to kfc le they still eating sia..slowli...so we were late
yapz...den econs was boring..math!! i decided to listen and attend a gd math lesson since i haven listened to one properli..the first mth lesson i poned.tt was last week
den the second lesson with mr kwan i got punished den sian diao nv copy anithing..den 3rd lesson i spent the time helpin melvin copy physics jca and jcb stuffs den nv listen too...today i did!! and he made us do assignment on the spot b4 going home..and to my surprise!!! i cud do all of em!!! i got all the ans together with vanessa pearlin roy mike they all...shortli after they got theirs i got mine!!! damn tyco! yday i did econs mcq lo...for money and price....i nv attend lects for tt and i cud do most of em like 20/25 correct....like melvin says...im pure tyco! hahahahaha but well...at least i feel happi and gd..
wah damn long sia..now wana go check mail and read other blogs! after the most impt thing to check out my blog and type this out..hahahhah...
finalli......happi second mth to me and melvin!!! yeah!!! tc pple

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at |1/09/2004 04:40:00 PM|

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

hey~!~! hahahahahaha so happi now manz....in sch library now..after 'sch' its actualli supposed to be self study period but stupid sch put it as last period so a lot pple went off liaoz..wana wait for stephie so i stayed back to update blog lo~! got so much things to say sia..i yday called NEC le..to ask em abt the com thingy..they say can fix! but need to register me and they need my laptop serial number..luckili it can b found on my com..beneath...ya but i havent seen it yet...another day den tell em lo..
ya abt the cat thing i type till i pekcek one hor...tmd...fuckin bloody indian guy...but nvm la..hope the cat is long gone..and he cant find it..tt stupid biantai..see animal suffer like super hapi like tt...biantai ar..the next time i see him...papa ask me call police! haha
ya like tt lo...hey!! guess wad?? i juz saw cheeyun and tt kingkong lo..they oso in the com lab thingy here...yucks..haha
ya..okie today is wednesday right..so im gonna say wad happened yday..which is tues! had lesson la..till ard 215..den waited for melvin till 305~! den we went bugis! hahaha happi sia...ya..we took 81 frm sch to koVAN den took nel to dhoby ghaut den change to cityhall den to bugis hahaha...ya den we ate at the foodcourt den walked ard lo...quite nice...altho v short while compared to holidays when we were out for the whole day kind..ya but its enuf for me liaoz le...happi to spend time with him~!
den when he sent me back..we saw jojo and hannah with auntie amanda downstairs...hannah cudnt recognise me cox she nv saw me in uniform b4 haha cute manz!..ya den i went home lo..den like tt lo..nth much liao....hahahaha...eh dun feel like stop typin le...keyboard keyboard!!!
oh ya..aniwae..econs is v stressful now..everyday oso got to write essays..i hab one more to write after doing one on monday den another 3 more guidelines to write too...physics we hab the holiday kit and i havent done anithing..
oh ya!! and another thing ar....jia....i got punished yday....to stand up for....MATH lesson!!! do u rem the pah jiao tan times when we super jisiao her? hahahahaha i din bring my tutorial la..so the tcher ask me stand...hahahahha den i kept laffin cox i tot of our sec 4 times..so carefree den..now its stressful!!
yday went bugis and i bought smthing..kind of like a box thingy to put swtsswts for melvin on our second mth..its very plain le..dunno wad to do..muz wreck my brains again..hahaha...we gonna celebrate our 2nd mth on this sat the 10th instead of fri the 9th lo..cox stupid friday i hab to stay in sch for long long..lesson till ard 410 le..got lunch for like 2 hrs...wad the hell..hahaha...but nvm nvm.im super lookin forward to saturday!!!!

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at |1/07/2004 01:50:00 PM|

Monday, January 05, 2004

ok..my keyboard is like shit..but im still gonna type this shit cos im super disappointed & sad..traumatised..after sch waited for mel & pei steph to wrap water bombs..den melvin sent me home.den i saw a fuckin idiot who grab a poor cat by its head & legs & threw it at e grasspatch.the cat was so helpless..callin 4 help!!when he threw it...tt shit hab a fuckin smile on his fuckin black face..buaytahan..why sg got such heartless creature...mel says mayb its his job...but i feel like he is biantai...got more to say but super turn off now..haiz...seeya

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mElyl frees a butterfly *
at |1/05/2004 09:20:00 PM|

Sunday, January 04, 2004

hey~! haha havent been updatin cox my laptop spoil..and now its in great condition..so i grab the chance to update now! tt day went the buffet damn nice..ate alot..30 bucks..~! not bad..den we went to play pool..juz a game..with my sisters and leslie..den the 6 of us..leslie and our family played photohunt together..quite fun!! dad and mum took pics too!! so loving le!so envious haha...
ya den yday was first day of sch..i wasnt an ogl..went to sch earli to pass steph my shirt in a hanger haha...my ai was angry with me for going to sch..she made weird growlin noises in the car..ya den i spent my day in sch with my classmates den too sianz cox got a long break in sch..den decided to go find my jiayi instead..got my pressies and rice and steph pressie frm her..ya..melvin peied me!!den we went tm to eat den he send me home lo..
den today my aiai went for grooming..damn cute!!!! she looks pretty now..but her left leg is limpin..damn worried..haiz...ya den went out to eat dinner...den came home lo...now online hahaha..cant realli rem things but this is abt all....
monday and tues will b boring for me..cox once again there is orientation lo...im without rice n steph..my recesses and freetimes will b boring!!! sianz si le..haha..

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mElyl frees a butterfly *
at |1/04/2004 12:53:00 AM|

Thursday, January 01, 2004

hey everyone~~ happy new yr!!! hahaha its 2004 le..hahahha nice for u guyz?? i spent my countdown at sentosa foam party...but i missed the countdown cox the guy came late den nv give us our 18 buck ticket..so in the end at the last minute we bought the 30 buck ticket to go into the party...ran all the way lo...was wearing heels..runnin with heels aint a problem but my heart pain la..haha...den i onli saw a bit of the fireworks lo..sian diao..so sad...but nvm la...the time tt yr 2004 arrived...melvin is by my side!...after so much problems..well..hopefulli everything will b finez lo..
we danced partied...well zoukout was definiteli better but yday was quite fun too! but a lot malayz blangah shit le...den all nv wear shirt walk past me..den so sticky...yuck yuck yuck! den got pple fight oso..den got foam party...i was in wrong attire again la..go beach i wear jeans n heels..idiot right? but we went town b4 tt and decided on sentosa at the last min...quite fun to say bye to 2003 and say hi to 2004! well...ya den we left at ard 4 den rot at the harbour front there till ard 6plus am den melvin pei me take bus 10 cox i wana pass by cchsm..it feels gd to juz see it frm far..haha.the broadrick busstop..tkgs busstop...ngeeann pri busstop..all so close to me..haha ya den melvin sent me home den he go home slp lo.aniway..hahaha lets wish 2004 wil b a great yr! and my new yr resolutions starts right today! first thing is study hardz..den second is to save money..den jianfei! den wana b a better daughter sister pal and gf~! yapz haha say till so ez..dunno will encounter how mani probs..but nevertheless muz face it! cox thru the course of it onli wud u noe how much someone mean to u..and dunwan lose em...haha
and oso!!! another happy thingy~! happy weddin anniversary to my mama and papa!! haha 1st january! cool right? i slpt for like ard 8 hrs for 2 days...one night is super sad the other is super hapi..and its a yr's time to separate those feelings..!! hahaha i juz mopped the flr washed my toilet blablabla...if got time ill do hw..if not..hahah cox think mama say wana go car exhibition and den go dinner..buffet dinner..hahaha my jianfei programme how?? now a bit on appetite for food..wana vomit..hahaha
yapz like tt lo..gonna tell ya guys wad i ate for buffet later..hahahaa

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mElyl frees a butterfly *
at |1/01/2004 03:26:00 PM|