[me]
*melyl*
lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home
[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]
*my wishlist*
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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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the tennis team won all the matches except for one..amartio's match..but generalli we played well.
this fri is a frenli with temasek jc next wed is tpjc.
hope i dun get hurt aniwhere now cox matches are tight..hehe
and i did smthing super super super super low class and throw face thing..
i bought sharon's bdae pressie with pearlin after sch and its 2 damn big damn pink damn AA balloon..one is bugs bunny and the other hello kitty..haha!
i took em home cox well i hab car transport to sch in the morn ma..yapz..tml will pass em to her durin assembly..and tts it for me..its all hers haha!
tml SCAS start le..i hope i can get along well with the kid..hope i wun b alone or i dun scare the kid off with my 'ah lian' thing? haha
wadeva...
aiai's bdae coming..so cute..my little one is coming to 3!
sadz tt tonight im gonna miss my nezha show cox going to jumbo for dinner~! yeah manz..haha.the americans are here and i noe theyre nice pple not like some pple who r hypocrites see liaoz v sianz one..but once again..wadeva..
i think roger will flare up seeing all the 'wadeva' ard..hehe..go liaoz bye
do men alwayz think they are superior to women?
men whom i noe..dad and every other guy are v male chauvinist
matthew said tt men are alwayz superior to women and women shd b the ones to b in the kitchen.. but i do hold a totally different perception from him.
somehow or other i feel that i have a rejection against men
over the last few days was fun.other den exams and stuffs which were torturing but nevertheless im happy that its over.
went for movie and shoppin in town and it was great overall!
got a call frm mum that there's a molester in the area again.warnings from the police, ambushes and more rounds made by the police again.
this makes me ponder about this..
are men really that desperate?mum told me her experience and i wonder..if theyre tt desperate..why cant they go for prostitudes? prostitution is for those horny idiots ard in this world..and if they cant afford them..pls juz go to hell..
wad for traumatize pple and terrorise pple's peace with ur needs?
yesterday sch was fine..the 2nd orientation had their campfire..it was a failure in a way but it was my first go at campfires..
came home and recieved a wonderful call..frm shervonne..sher was with karin!! and we're all abt tennis..sher frm tp tennis team.karin frm vj tennis team and me..mj tennis team
its been long since the few of us toked after cchsm tennis times.its warming to get back frens..
another thing ive noticed is the songs in this era or for the last decades have been all about love and few are abt other stuffs abt life..now i noe why i love xiao hu dui so much now cox its more of frenz.and its wad i shared with my godma..since i cant keep my perception that life is like a fairytale like she told me..but im keepin with me the xiaohudui forever..
i wana buy xiaohudui cds! i hope they still sell them..mayb in some small corners of singapore.plss..at least its a memory
life is not all about love..we can b happy without it cox frens offer u a better sense of security and life..and all im interested abt is career brands and power..this is quoted frm the chinese tv show..learnin frm tt..
today is rotting and somehow bz day.
lessons were kept easy and simple..but we were all bz with huiting's present..we used our lunch and after sch times to fix and match the 1000 piece of jigsaw for her..altho its cheap but out efforts are great.
kept ting company and we talked a lot..abt everything..and abt her..and i think i did the right thing..at least im realli trying to make her not so stupid altho i noe i will do the same if its me.
its dad's bdae today and we went out for dinner at crystal jade..and then i saw!!! jiaxi and ivan! omg old frenz!!! hahah i msged em lo..and well..its fun! jiaxi says the gal he liked b4 shares my bdae! so he'll rem mine..great!
ive asked roger abt the place to go for my bdae le..hope its correct cox i think u guys will b happi to go there..i plannin lo..cox i dunwan spend my bdae alone..haha
but i need to siam a while to go into the jackpot rm to walk one rd ar! i realli wana make my words come true..i mean my words..haha
yeapz..tink i crap a lot..gonna rest earli tonight cox tml hab frenly with yjc and hopefulli we win!
hey i realised ive been blogging a lot recentli..cox jiejie is home.and whenever i feel bored mugging i wud juz come over to the com tt is forever on and connected..so bear with my nonsense! =)
finalli i succeeded in mugging thru the night..with tt coffee tt i took...hhhmmmzz i lasted till 4am!! i did phys notes ba.6 pages of foolscap with definitions,concepts and formulas.at least now i noe wad i need to ask others le..
today..all the way till wed is mugging days..afterwhich wad am i gonna do?i muz constantli find something for myself to do..to make life gd..i dunwan to rot away my life.sometimes things will b better if u look in the other point of view..like atticus? haha feel so literature again bringing in atticus..
no matter how bad the present may seem to be..and how tempting the past may be..optimism will help a lot in bringin ur mood up..when u look into the future
last night we had own DIY sushi at home! me, jiejie and her bf..haha quite cool! sashimi, makis, blablabla..nice altho they look a bit ugly..haha
oh ya i saw another cchsm teacher at the NTUC in simei..wonder if cchsm teachers love so much to go shoppin in NTUCs or isit me tt is alwayz hanging ard those places haha
my parents are comin home today! markin the end of my self independent days? and ive decided on getting a new dell desktop instead of a laptop cox jiejie says its better since its cheaper and when i go on to university ill hab a new laptop aniway..hehe cool manz..yeah i juz woke up not long ago..feel quite pig..gonna go mug le..
later when i sianz ill come back n blog if there are things to b blogged haha..
bless me...im gonna take coffee!!! so as to study thru the night..physics...haha hope can like stay like 3 am like tt? depends on my determination..since ive decided to take coffee..hope it realli helps me...and im praying tt the bitterness wudnt stay too long...and the smell dun knock me out or turn me off..haha..scarli i got headache...eh choychoychoy! hee..
yapz gotta mug till morning..den tml will do econs again..
havent touched on math..die le die le..but aniwae..haha who cares tt much? im juz lookin forward to super intensive tennis myself after block test..and a celebration for papa and godpa for their bdaes..and save up for my bdae!
havent realli pampered myself..ever since....my hairdo? haha
oops..
but ive tot of smthing to treat my buddies la..hope ill hab enuf money then..few wks..shd b fine..hehe..
had gp paper today..its quite alright la..but still ill fail! juz a matter of how bad..i alwayz fail haha and i expect to fail all subjects..except econs! i love econs hehe..study other subjects but will alwayz end up with econs at the end of the day..juz feel so fufillin when i studied econs for 10 hrs on monday..so proud..haha
better not b complacent or think too highli of myself...cox the possibility of failin is juz so so so big..
well..i slpt at ard 1am last nite and woke at 5 cox too cold..my little baby came along..bit away my blanket to the side and tugged herself well into my thick thick blanket...grrr...she ar..so selfish..make me so cold haha
but nvm la..she happy jiu hao...yepz den i studied a bit gp and bathed prepare to go sch..made my own breakfast~! toast with apple juice..quite healthy eh?
after the paper went to eat with qiqi stephie and rice! its been long since the few of us ate together..at mos..rem the mac times? thurs haha..mac chicky dae..so special..me stephie rice peiyee qiqi clar and jia! 7..wonderful number..like the qn i did for today..7!
we gossiped a bit den went to buy chicken for aiai and came home to see....my sister and her bf!! playing mahjong..again! hahahah so swt ar...hope my jiejie's happiness will last forever cox he seem to b the one for her wo~! happi for my jiejie..see em happi i oso happi..
but my jiejie..hmmm haha acting cute now..they tok like southpark...scarli i get infected again ar..haha last night slpt so late cox they were on the phone den got tv..den i heard the southpark voices lo..diaoz!
oh ya..rice said my blog skin is same as ibrahim's..hehe and i wore the rainbow colour..pride earrings to sch today!...hehehe cheeky...
aniwae..gotta go do hsework and study le..tonight wan watch the wu tou dong gong! i prefer to call its chinese name for the show den love is beautiful..watch the show can make my blood burst! haha but its so nice..oh ya! i forgot to say hey rice stephie..dun u think tt the crown prince who is also the jinzha or muzha in the nezha show looks like andrew quek? haha..erm mayb u all dun think so lo..but my first impression ba..
wa today type so much...i feel bitchy haha..
useless me!! i forgot my godpa's bdae..damn it..its on the 17th and i onli got to noe it when he called me today and asked me when my bdae is so he can get me smthing..omg..wad a disgrace...im ashamed..
to think of it..the little princess in our family is the 3rd generation and she shares my godpa's bdae!
tts a gd thing..but still useless me..
din do much today juz read up on gp and some physics..
sent aiai for groomin and she looks damn cute now..v small!..she has been eating v nice foods lo..even i wanted to eat hers..haha she had lean meat baked with cheese for lunch and steamed egg white with ham and cheese for dinner! wooo
and for me and jiejie we had carbonara..its nice k! my jie's cookin skills gd manz!
and aniwae..tml's gp paper le..good luck wo~!
wondering if i shd tie my hair or smthing...haha yapz tts abt it..think ill use hairband..
had a rather meaningful and fufillin day today..
morn went for tennis and for no reason and i dunno y there wasnt match..so we juz played as usual lo.today's tennis was better cox i now noe the style and where i shd b in the course of the match le..won several games too
afterwhich i bathed in sch and went for econs study grp in the library till 2..den ate lunch with pearlin for a while and went back to the library to study.victor taught me physics as in wad is impt n things like such.
stayed till 5.40 like tt with karen steph and stanley then went off to tm to buy some food to cook at home.feel so healthy!cox i bought vege,golden mushrooms,apples! and a tomato for facial use.
den came home made steamed egg for aiai instead of using the puff pastry to make chicken puff for aiai..she loved it! and well..to see aiai happie,im happi too! at least i made her day? juz kinda sad tt i hab to leave her at home for the day when i study in sch.
how i wish i can use the car...but i aint allowed to..haha ive been complainin all day long abt tt..
and i did hsework..the usual stuffs like laundry mop flr clean kitchen wadeva..feel quite independent..as tho ive grown up..and wun feel lonely like i wud in the past..
rem tt whenever im left all alone for a day i wud b sad..anihow think and wud cry missing mama etc haha
now..im strong! but...eh..haha came home tt time went to put key den got a lizard ran out i screamed lo..dam loud...oops! haha
tonight will b all alone too cox jiejie went to zouk for the cleo's bachelor thingy..wonder wads so attractive abt those guys...juz idiots right? lame..cant get gf jiu call themselves bachelor..foolish haha
i aint gonna slp tonight..will study thru ba..cox i scared to slp alone..
aiai is going for grooming tml! hope she comes home pretty..but her hair will definitely be damn short..
yepz..im gonna get a new laptop soon!! dad gave me money to buy..hee~!
rice got my card for REDS le..hope the person can give her the best haircut~! hee...i wana see a smilin and happy rice when i see her the next time abt her hair!
kk ba..gonna go bath again and bring aiai down for a walk b4 settling down to do some gp research and real study till dawn! till jiejie comes home..hehe..ya tts abt it
oh well..
my family went off this morn to genting for their holiday...i was all alone till steph came over and study with me.love u steph!
we still bitched ard la..i showed her a lot of things and my tots...hehehe remember my list wo! so mani haha..pls pls help me think of wad to say eh?
den jiejie came home and we drove out to buy groceries to cook for our next few meals at home..and ate crystal jade for dinner..its my first try at tt...quite nice
buying groceries is quite fun! we'll b having sukiyaki fish porridge pasta and so on ba..and i saw the cchsm teacher in ntuc..right in front of me and she scareded me..haha
and oso i saw kevin chua workin at breeks..i wonder if my taste went up again or he realli bcame uglier ba hahaha..wadeva..guys aint lookin nice nowadays..
something v nice!!! fanny gave birth le!!! she's a mum!! omg!! haha i recieved the sms tt she was in the labour ward at ard 6.30 am this morn den at ard 2 like tt she gave birth le!! to a wonderful princess whom ill see on friday!!
wanted to go tml lo...but cannot..cox morn got tennis match against tpjc..oh ya wish me luck wo~! im playing doubles..
watched tennis matches today on tv to master the skills to umpire..haha
ya back to fanny! so ill update abt the little princess when ive seen her..im so excited..life is so wonderful!
and another thing..mum brought me to eat ponderosa the other day b4 she left today..and haha stephie..im still gonna say it here..i saw a couple who reminds me of 'em'..it turns me off totalli..see le cant eat..i changed place with mum instead cox i dunwana puke ar..the tot of em makes me puke! hahaha
yeah..gonna prepare myself for tml's match and watch american idol liaoz! nice nice..2 hrs specials...shew...
hey! juz came back frm the salon..tmd i spent 226 on my hair...ok lets tok abt it..
my hair is v cool!! the top i go perm a bit..its those zic zac pattern cox the person say my top too flat den the bottom is rebond de..my jiejie did big logs my meimei rebonded and i did bth..
it took us hrs lo..wash hair put cream cut wash hair steam hair blablabla
e 3 of us spent 622 bucks for our hair..damn ex..i heart v pain...den i bought contacts oso for 70 bucks..den dad's bdae coming so we gotta buy him the osim electric thingy..i spent like 300 today? omg...
i got the vip card for reds lo...so well..pple close to me..whenever u guys going to reds..come get the card frm me to get a 15% discount
for the next few mths for wadsoever..i wun spend ani money le...watch me k? i cant eat le!! hahaha
yapz..my atm card is gonna b stagnant at home..
but seriousli i love my hair!! ask me out if u wana see it! hehehe..
oh ya..budget cut..i aint going to club rouge tml le..and to make me feel less guilty..i shall study hardz...boohoohoo..feel v sorry to zhanghao..
ok abt yday..it was kinda like the most boring day of the week for me.juz went to sch for 3 lessons in the morn and had a 4 hr break..i camped in the library used com and studied..it was freezing cold! me min ting peng qiqi all shivering.haha and i borrowed a book! abt tennis..tennis for dummies..passionate eh? yapz..den had econs and math till 410 and chionged home with qiqi to put my bag and rushed to tpjc to watch the soccer match! tmd we scored first la...tiong did it! hee..soo proud of tiong~! haha den it began to rain and hab lightning..so we went into a shelter there which is so funny..haha
then after tt tpjc scored..aiya wadeva lo..its not we loser or wad..its realli the refree kayu like shit..we dun even hab chance to attack..all he does is to blow the bloody whistle..shit him..go to hell la..
yeah..den walked home frm tpjc with karen lo..
the moment i came home..things came down like a big load..mum told me a bad news..but i wonder if its gd in a way or 2..
my uncle need not go for the therapy thing le....cox his brain cancer is in the last stage and he cant live above 1/2 yr or smthing..haiz..
seriousli when godma had it..i rather she din go for treatment..at least she cud enjoy her life for the last few yrs..she went to treatment..lost her hair weight appetite..her sense of taste and everything..
so in a sense..mayb not going for treatment is gd..
i rem once i said b4 tt if i get ani illnesses or wadeva in the future..i wun ever go for treatment..cox i wud rather enjoy life..haha
a bit bullshit..but my mind is in a mess now ba....
nvm..aniwae..haha my meimei is going to rebond hair..my jiejie going perm hair so i going along with em! to reds..i go there see wad the person can do for me...i ask mama if i can cut short..jiejie says no mama says no..how? i go there see wad the person says is gd for me..
wadeva! i dun care abt myself le la..juz play haha..oh ya...i hab to go search for rice's hair thingy tt i suggested liaoz..see ya
i did smthing.
silly foolish stupid.
夜里传来雨的声音 轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你 那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸 偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系 任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗 好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里 感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
敢情的路总让人好无助 我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你 你还爱我吗
听 清清唱了一首歌 是什么旋律让我想起你 你多么冰冷的嘴唇 你决定真的要放手
每一个夜好长 路走不完 和你去过的地方 多么冷的夜 我习惯这样的生活
你这一年还好吗 (我 到底再等什么) 总是担心你的那个我 到底为什么
这一秒我哭了 无法多看你的背影
看 这一幕片刻黄昏 什么记忆让你回头 夜深人静时候 我都难过
没有你在身边 陪我 多么冷的夜 没有人逗留再街头
都已经失去了所有 那现在的我 还在等什么
一个人纪念 听着你最爱的歌 我只能在你电话里留话
爱你的苦衷 没有让你快乐 为了一种感觉 停留
some chinese lyrics..hehe..
thurs was a total disaster..early morn had a meeting with the tennis team..had a lot of confusion and well..the team is formed..with pauline choy's implementation of her weird logics tt players also hab to umpire..it means..i hab to go read up on umpiring skills..and for the holiday week..come back to sch for intensive tennis training to prepare for the competitions that will start after block tests..
deep down..i hab this feeling that i cant describe..its...aiyah nvm.
had pe yday..it was supposed to be playing games..but too bad it rained..so we had physical instead..im drained out..can do all the dips and stuffs...juz cant do situps..but to train up for tennis...haha ive been doing my own trainin lo.dunwan be the blacksheep of the tennis team when everyone is so motivated.i hab the passion for tennis la..juz wana do my part for the sch and somehow for myself..to noe tt at least im of some use..
den back at home..yday outta sudden i dunno why..but i went to read all the letters tt i had recieved..frm tsy frm gina frm dawn dardar ann..and i took out the old ring tt i had..with the necklace tt i was reluctant to take it down for months..it was all dull and turned bronze..i polished it..tried it on my fingers again..its too big..
i tot back..tt the blue roses scattered everywhere on the day we ended it..tt very night..and now the ring is too big tt it slips out easily.its not meant to be
and well...i looked into this one now..i polished the necklace and bracelet too..juz hope tt frenz alwayz we will be..u shd noe how much i treasure frenships..not this way..haha think im digressin too much..
oh ya and i translated a few chinese songs to english frm the cd tt karen burnt for me..its so...meaninful? haha
had a great but busy day...since monday ive been having tennis and tml still hab pe..whole body ache and pain...but it feels great healthy and nice!
ok the highlights of today...
in econs lecture was made an idiot throw my face and tmd by tt stupid baba wong..wong meilin...she asked a question to roger and roger answered and explained..next she passed on the mike to me and ask if i agreed..i onli said..ya..den she kpkb say i follow wad men says..damn it lo...im a feminist k...bloody shit..she herself den follow wad men say ar..im wad i am...i juz dunwan explain haha
yapz..den had phys tutorial..i can say its the most fun tutorial ba..i did the tutorial and cud follow the lesson..and ms lim is so cute..
in physics lect today mr se said tt my combi is the worse one for a's..gotta finish the whole exam in 7 days...wooo..haha
after sch had tennis from 215 to 245..i ran 2 rds and played with the coach and angeline..yapz..like tt onli lo..afterwhich i went for the meaninful volunteery thing course...its so inspiring!! and we went to SCAS for the first time for the talk..we stepped into SCAS and made history at 3.10pm on the 10th march! haha cool right?
the kids there are so adorable...and im so lookin forward to meeting the child whom ill b attached to...be it a guy or a gal..im so excited! i wana give him/her the best i can offer..to be frenz! i think its so meaningful..lookin at em makes me happy juz as long as they wear a smile on their faces..
yapz..like tt lo..den dear stephie pei me go alter the new skirt..its a bit long but nvm la.its big tho..haha..yapz.
happi to be kept this busy..later gonna do hw! phys remedial work..do math probability tutorial finish up physics tutorial and do gp hw..hehe..den ill slp..waki at 4! this time rd..ill do it...cox hehe i bought some crackers la..got motivation got crackers got hw got music...ill waki de!
oh ya..rice...the crackers i bought is PRAWN crackerS! haha mind adding some PRAWN crackers to ur first dish of ur weddin dinner- MANGO PRAWN salad? hahaha
in sch now..as usual..waiting for a while more to go for tennis trial and trainin..hopefulli im able to get into the sch team and play for the competitions lined up lo..
recentli things arent fine..but hab no wish to ponder and nag again..
will b kept up bz and tired in the near future..with tennis trainings on mondays tuesdays and dunno how mani other days of the wk...plus i hab SCAS thing which im attendin the course tml..
den there's also studies to cope with..waking up every mornin at ard 4 or 5am to study till its sch time..shd b enuf to tire me out and remain happi ba
did pe yesterday..v fun! altho its tirin and aching all over..i ran 2 big rds indoors and 1 round ard the hall...den did 3x20 dips 3x20 burpes 3x20 pushups 3x20 the dolphin thingy 3x20 situps and 3x10 jumps or smthing..silly of me to list out but its a sense of achievement for me.
well..prom i wonder how it wud b..altho its far away but my class is havin probs with the arrangement and stuffs..but no matter how la..h0pe its fun...with my dear rice stephie and karen! haha..hey when the time comes..come my hse kkie? dress up and everything together den i ask papa for permission to take the car...hehe hope tt can b a fact la.karen said a prom is better with a date..isit true?...mayb yes mayb no..it doesnt matter..and oh ya..steph..i still made the move...rem wad i told u over the phone yday?..yeah i still did and the results..-.-
Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy
Chorus
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I’m out with my girls I always play a bit bitchy
Can’t change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me
I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I’m the kind that boys fantasize
I’m the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like
I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the
Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I’m a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
(Chorus)
My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things I say
I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I’d lay, I’d always pick the ones who wont figure out that I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I’m a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
(Chorus)
Sexy… naughty… bitchy…me
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I’m a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
(Chorus)
I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can’t change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me
I pick my skirts to be sexy
Just like my thoughts a bit naughty
When I’m out with my girls ...bitchy
Can’t change I am
Sexy naughty bitchy me
haha i aint at all sexy but im 100% naughty and 100% bitchy! so im a 2/3 tata young..hahahh tts wad rice said..for the 2/3 thingy...
tml is valerie's first anniversary having left this world..
this is for her..
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.
T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.
The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.
When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.
"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see
life is precious..treasure it as it is..cox ull nv noe wad happens next.mayb realli will go buy a luohan fish for my uncle.
got back results for chinese.went town today with rice and stephie and saw lots pple..of em all..Mandy!
wish to say no more..turn to a rock and ull b fine and immuned frm all weathers!
no feelings no nothing.=)
NAMBLA! stands for north american men boy love association...haha is there SWGLA? singapore women girl love association? its so cute..
vodka with pregnant no more pills for dad...diaoz!
aniway if ure blur..its southpark..
....if u leave >.< me now..u take away the biggest >.< part of me...woohoooo haha!
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care" You will be rewarded for sure:-)
hey frenz! i care k! haha....sista sent to me de
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...
When guys are in love, they become poor...
When girls are in love, they become pretty...
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...
Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love...
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of Separation from her man...
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interested in her...
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About the girl by going out With another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from another guy...
Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...
another lame one haha..quite true and funny
oh ya..juz saw someone's frenster...coolz...
mom was so nice..yesterday realli wasnt gd..giddy for the whole day and felt like fainting..my sight was blur and everything seemed as tho it was spinning.it was worst at phys lab..but i still did my experiment.
pearlin din allow me take Pe and ms yeo too...so in the end i stood ard watching em do pe in the rain..how i wish i cud b like em..but lame nvm..haha
ms yeo toked to me..but she had to call me several times b4 i cud ans..blur
yapz den had tennis..den went home with steph and alvin..
i went back to cook dinner all these lo..din study..no time..yapz..when mom came home she said thks to me...she asked me how i felt..massaged my head when i was slpin..gave me blankets and socks..
this morn she asked me y i cried tt time at h0me..till now den she dare to ask..but of cox i din tell her..she asked me b strong lo..and dun neglect my godpa who is living alone now.
i feel closer to mum dad jiejie meimei aiai and godpa now..also with steph rice jia pearlin n my classmates..
had a tok with steph during tennis yday...n she realli has the right to kill me ani moment if i..haha stephie..u rem?
yapz...im in sch library now waiting for the bball match...against nyjc..i hope mjc thrash em flat...lifang idol! jiayou wo...ny sucks..for wad they did to vanessa and huiting..haha...ny big deal ma?
mum mentioned to visit uncle again today...and she n dad had a tok yday to send me for full body medical checkup...scary eh? hope they say say onli no actions..haha...i took so mani bks to read...its the chicken soup bks...all for teenagers and stuffs..hope its nice..i go read liao..byebye