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*melyl*
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hmmmz..today mark the end of my happiness and starting of another period of happiness?i dun care ar...5 days onli..i wana keep on breakin record and get out of depression~!
had something like a freakin bad thing with my mum this morn and i cried...seriousli..NOT MY FAULT..is she too stress den anihow scold me..used to it..but damn i cried..
she doesnt believe tt ive been bz in sch..she thinks im out having fun..she says i nv do hsework..alright lo..since she said tt..im gonna involve hsework and tuition into my schedule..dunwan let anione down
went to library today with karen to borrow chinese short stories!! damn saddenin le the content..but i onli read those encouragin ones...y make urself sad right? i used to listen to sad songs to make me cry....thinking back...siaoz??? haha songs are there to enjoy..so now...the sad songs i used to listen i smile now!all the breakup songs and wadsoever juz makes me think how stupid life is..
hmmz yeah den during lunch period we went out! to whitesands to eatz old chang kee and coffeebean!!! damn fattenin but who cares??
went for math and i sat with matthew and sharon~! toked to em like damn gd frenz..matt even helped me scold some irritatin shit toking loudli sia..*hehe*
hmmmz juz did hsework loz..den jiejie cookin~! wonderful cook manz! yapz..toking to my dearest jiayi now...hehehehe *winkz* and *cheers* to wad we're toking abt..PS: to hell with them!
later going out with jiejie meimei and mama to robinson sales!!! yeah hope to buy things..v long nv buy thing le..
wish me have a great day a great wkend!!!...i noe i will..even if its not...ill make it a happi one smilin it thru~! life is great for me and it'll stay on this way...unlike some others i noe..hahaha...sad life...oops!
today is a long day in sch..but its like the earliest day ive reached home for wks? actualli wanted to stay in sch to study one..for the sake of studying..but too bad..me and steph r both ill...stay in sch makes no point..so forget it..come home haha
my sis is so efficient..do up everything for the com so soon...as a computer idiot..i respect her for tt~!
today was kind of boring..but i nevertheless still nv fail to keep my smile n happiness going on for the 5th day!
haha i hurt my ankle again! cool manz..goin to buy ankle guard soon..or wadeva la..hope it gets well soon! shd b can la..
alrightz..im gonna study le..i got back math today...disappointing results as tho i din study.but nvm! juz one qn..qn5 i get full marks can make me smile and keep on going! yeah man...see yaz
wooohooo~!~! haha im using my brand new com nowz..first entry with it..so cool so shiok sia...hahaz
aniway life has been great!!!! ive been happy like an immortal these few days..up till now...4 days straight..laffing playing and being happi....omg..it feels great!
haha today lesson damn short..cox got tennis match...our last match at SRJC.SRJC galz are damn frenli...best with mjc galz...we click la...no misunderstandings..haha
i went in to play den this 'bunk' of the team asked me if i felt tt the ajc galz are bitchy...haha we think alike manz!
yapz for the games today i din play but i umpired 2 games in a row...damn hot and im chaota now..hahahha bigbig diff...im wearing sleeveless now at home and its....WAH! hahaha but nvm i look sporty k..haha
ya yasmeen and my pri sch fren who is also called yvonne is in SRJC tennis team...cool manz..
after the game i went to tm with steph to eatzzzzz and drink pure vanilla frm coffee bean..first cup of coffee bean in my life hahahha happi manz!!!
but smthing sad...it will b our last match officialli with the tennis team...competition over liaoz...sobz!!!!
but nvm...me diana and angie will drop by as and when we wish for training...and we still have interhouse~!!! we're lookin forward to it..well..ill miss the team and everything...so bu she de now sia..
me and szechi now like gd buddies..we umpired the second doubles together..watched bakar run 13 rounds together...it feels great when u cheer for ur bf who is doing something cool....like some sports or wadeva..hahaha so hopefully my next bf will b a tennis pro~! plus rich hahahhahahahahahahha but wadeva! im a survivor~!kk gotta go study le...tataz
juz wana make an announcement~!
i today super guai~! hahahah i studied practicalli whole day...sch as usual..then test frm 530 to 7pm...the probability qn took my 15 mins lo..but i solved it!! woohoo! even if i fail the test i noe i did my best and im juz gonna do much better the next time..with my jiejie's power! haha
came home eat plus bath started doing hw at 9..till now almost 11..i did econs essay outlines..an aq question 2 pages long..math tutorial and studied a bit of physics for tml's short mock test? haha im gonna study again after blogging..it feels great to study actualli..im in the mood..hope can replace my eating with studying!! if onli i can b tt enthu hahaha
oh ya..these 2 days i super happi!!!! cox of the bk 'the rules' tt my jiejie gave me..and everything la...being feminist feels so great~! haha
my secret liking of depression...i hope shd end here...being happi is the key to everything?? study more impt..
i dun wish to rot my life away thinking tt its end of my life..comeon...life is great single with my darlins!!
oh ya..tml got tennis..got to see mrs quek again.....turn off...not goin to tok to her..
off to study le...tataz!
juz decorated my room..damn cool damn happi sia hahaha
ive got scented roses in a nice glass and a pink cloth to cover some drawers..and inside the empty look cupboards are v v v feminist stuffs!! i share with u all k??
in one of the cupboard it has 2 postcards which says..'alone at last!!'....'she liked imaginary men best of all!'
den another one sayz..'he whispered swt nothings she onli heard the ticking of her biological clock'..'pain was too good for him..'
and the best one is...........'she had not yet decided whether to use her powers for good or for evil'...'and then i ripped out his lungs~!' hahaha all these phrases i match myself one le..pro notz?
plus i took the lesbian flag frm jiejie...gay flag la..haha den i hung in my rm...upright...cool manz!!!
oh ya...something..my ankle...die le la...its like not sprained now..its not swollen...but it feels loose le...when i turn my ankle u can feel tt its loose somehow...aiya..wadeva la...haha watch tv for news if a bus overturned...haha stephie..i still wrote it tho.
fuck manz..today is damn fucked up la..
its all abt tennis k..
i played today..against the fucker sch jjc..
we rallied..obviousli there was a difference in our skills...and wad the hell...halfway when e score was 3-2...she made me fall down...i fell with my ankle twisted and my body weight on it..den skided off to the side of the court? fuck manz...i sprained my ankle and tts it manz....FUCK LA!!! i lost my game cox i cudnt run for the balls..i had to continue and my leg hurts like shit la..
and tt fuckin indian mama kp manz..keep trying to pull the strings of her racket..the whole team in fact fucking make us pissed off by takin their fuckin time on the courts loz..tie hair,put hairband,drink water,talk,laugh blablabla...FUCK!
tts still like nth...wads more...
they played wrongli!! they gave the wrong lineup..and in the end our first doubles played their second doubles and vice versa...mrs quek knew abt it n juz asked the other empire to cancel and change the names..which means 2 persons playing 2 doubles games at the same time!! pls loz.how is tt possible...she damn dumb and fuckin stupid can
in the end tt bloody sch kp us back and say its our umpire who din check the names..yes true..wad abt the other game? their umpires knew it was wrong and nv say..once again its the fuckin indian mama
bloody cb..ask mrs quek to tok to the head and the tcher..she dun dare..pls manz..comeon..ure the host and ure in homeground..its ur authority to tok can...why let the jj tcher shout at u and command u?pls show some authority..if ure so afraid of trouble and such..pls juz fuck off..its not our team's fault and we have to bear the responsibility of being out of the game?
wad have the sch done for us so far? pay for 5 bucks for the entire team's printing of shirts? we buy our own stuffs we organise our own frenli matches and train ourselves...wad has the sch done? and now we wana our rights and we wan justice to be done..and there u are scared of everything and letting tt fuckin sch think tt we're pushovers like u..pls man..use ur brainz..
jj is a fucked up sch la...knn...kns like hell...oh well..probably those idiots knew tt we had our best doubles in first doubles and ur best team oso first doubles in the original lineup..and u freak out cox ure scared tt ull lose to us...cox if u stick to ur original lineup...ull lose all ur games! so freakoz freak out and change the lineup to wad it is and push the fault to us..
hey if ure not guilty of tt..why aint u guys capable to argue with us? as in who is right and who is wrong...why arent those jj pple willin to take on a re-match to see who is the better one..?
its not tt we're sore losers..but this definiteli is not fair..esp me me angie and diana who are leaving the team soon
in the end i screwed up my day and forgo going to marina cc to do cip with pearlin they all..
now tt im back home..nth gd happens too..
wadeva it is la...jj is a FUCKIN sch and FUCKING team!! comeon bloody tcher in charge...and indian mama..pls go learn how to umpire...pls open ur eyes bigger or at least acknowledge the linesmen..wad are they for? do u noe in the first place?
pls la...go learn some manners...if u guyz are so poor, i sponsor u go la...fuckers manz...use cheat to win? v honorable isit?..oh well..fuck off
all i can trust is stephie jiayi rice karen and pearlin...and of cox my family..
learnt smthing frm pccg lesson..life is not drama..and ive too much of tt in my brains..but wadeva....i suck big time!!! stupid stupid meiyi..fuck la
hahaz juz saw a magazine tt my sister got frm USA...damn nice sia..let me fill u guys in..of cox as usual but more beautiful and dazzlin den those in sg...jewellery shoes bagz clothes dresses...gowns~!damn chio le...wa laoz...ralph lauren louis vuitton giorgio armani gucci Dior Prada..woooo..see till i happi sia..n something tt excites me la~! there is chanel tennis rackets!!!!!!! white one and white tennis balls..wa laoz...chio manz..
there's a chanel bball oso and den prada sports bag and a silver and pink trainers lo...wa lao damn chio
tennis dress and bikini!!!!! omg....im crazy liaoz..haha who will buy one for me??? ill buy one myself hahaha
oh ya..den i juz saw the tv show..the 7pm channel 8 one..the mama show..hahaha michelle saram is soooo cool manz...onli money matters nothing else..she even gave up her love for money....ill be like her manz..but still tv is tv..drama and drama...i wun b so lucki to hab a rich bf..i dun even hab e looks..but comeon..if i can meet one...why wait..hahaha~! chanel tennis racket!! woohooo....a bit siaoz..
its been rather stressful and sad days..once again.
monday and tuesdays were spent trying to call a lot of pple..almost every contact in my hp list to help my fren..
tues night was crucial..but instead of being able to help...i got kind of grounded for helpin..i noe its for my own good tt my family say me..i teared a bit..cox dad said somethings..not hurting one...but it juz hits e pt...abt everything ive done...not juz cox of this time..e fact tt im naive n dun think abt myself..alwayz get cheated.
i juz wanted to help but din noe..once again how naive i was..haiz..but in the end i still got 600 bucks available..but its sort of like no help and makes up to onli 6% of the total amt needed..
today was slackin day for me..go to sch for 3 lessons of which 2 is lectures and i stoned throughout with a lot of things on my mind..n somethings came to mind..which weakened me again
math tutorial was bad..i was maligned for not handin up work..well for me its ok la..but for siewmin and pearlin it was bad..but this time rd i noe i did handup...i did the tutorial in the library and after which i handed up..but too bad..the tcher says he had nv lost ani assignments b4..so its like my fault..wadeva..i juz have the easy to bully bitchy face
for tennis...we went to acjc for match..e galz were nice and pro..but the guys..cant realli say wad i think abt em here..hahaz..but who cares la..theyre rich! comeon..
after the match which was still earli me steph and yifang went to raffles UOB buildin to buy tennis bag..damn cool can...i finalli bought it..i think its nice..altho its a bit bulky...
actualli now im quite scared ill get fatter and bigger in size plus super big colour difference if i continue playing tennis this way..hahaha...
told steph smthings on the mrt juz now and i think i die liao le la...hahahah hor steph?
its been a bz day..and i juz came home.super tired
morn i was supposed to go to the bishan dunno wad there for ancestor blablabla..but i told ma the other night tt i dun wish to go to tt area..so i was excused. i woke up earli tho to bath aiai
after which we all went out for lunch at toa payoh..dimsum..again and aiai was there too..cox meimei likes it and her bdae is juz tml.haha toa payoh is kinda near tt area too..
after lunch we went to see the fabric of the nation!! a bit stupid and impossible of me to go..but we went and it was cute and nice..with a lot of pikachus doraemon hello kitty blablabla.
we smuggled aiai into the HDB headquarters and its another adventure and ridiculous place for aiai to explore..haha
after which e 3 of us went to ikea to shop as we needed new stuffs..once again..its a place full of memories for me...
we spent abt like over 500 bucks there lo..so mani pple..damn em...i was very bitchy tho..who cares.i wanted to buy the tennis bag one!! but decided not to.it juz a stupid want of mine..
on the way home..in the taxi..i tot of a lot of things..as the taxi passed ikea,queensway shoppin centre..
i tot of mani pple..godma,luigi,jiayi...and others.. and my life
life in the past is so good for me..living in a over protected environment..great life great frenz great family..with pals like luigi cynthia and so on.results were gd.life with godma ard me to guide me thru life..and ive nv been hurt in aniwae..
but everything changed since she left me..i turned frm bad to worse..skipped sch and forever getting into all kinds of trouble.but luckili cox of tt incident in sec 2...ive changed back..and ive not let godma down..it was a blessing in disguise.
im saying this now cox my cousin have turned bad..she smokes she dyed her hair...beat tchers and is now suspended frm sch..she is practicalli following my footstepz..mayb i have to tok to her again.i hope i can bring her enlightenment somehow..cox i dun wish to see her rot her life away
luigi once said to me..b4 he left singapore tt ill b someone he'll nv ever forget and ill alwayz stay in his heart...so did bryan say tt to me b4 he left singapore too..and now..the one who occupies my heart
well..i used to believe totalli...but now i wonder..is it cox of my naiveness tt i alwayz get cheated this way..now..i think tt the truth is actualli...they wana get rid of me forever! cant wait another minute to forget everything..haha.i aint anione special and i noe it
i dunwan to lose myself for wad my godma shaped me to be..im borned ugly but godma made my life happy..now tt she's gone..after so long..i have to learn to guide myself thru her teachings..with the help of my godpa..
but life is harsh in every way..to everyone...steph says i gotta learn..i have to...i noe..
and thru the travellings today..i made a stupid link to myself..ive found out how near bishan is to thomson and how far the area is from tampines..
sch was fine today..
mjc vs MI tennis in homeground..
we won 5-0~! with scores 9-0,9-1,9-1,9-2,9-3~! so proud of our team~!
MI gers were so nice..we toked a bitz loz...theyre yr 3s frm JI onez.
but in the middle of yanni's and ra's match..a bunch of freakin idiots were jeering like shit la..they sound like birds..haha..wadeva
smthing happened to me..
juz smthing...actualli mani things..
i guess nth in this world is trustable..im living in a world full of protection..i duno wads reality..juz stickin to wad my godma taught me to put others b4 me..think for others and help others..
ive been doin tt i suppose..to my frenz and those i deem frenz..
but in the end..i dunno wad i wan and wad i am..
all but in a state of confusion
but nvm..luckili i still got great pals whom i noe will nv hurt me in ani way..cox ill nv hurt those i love~!
life is nv a balance and ive got super great frenz!and family who loves me a great deal..the other side of the balance which i dunno wad it is..shall rot for all i care..i cant do anithing..aniwae..
im grateful for tt...tired is all i have for myself
shattered and broken shall last but i aint a weakling..with my frenz ard me..ill b strong one day.
hmmmz a bit crappy liaoz...wadeva..
im here once again..still e same still stoned..n im gonna stone for e rest of e night..hope i can stick to rice's policy tt tml ill wear a smile to sch.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah =)
haha on this last min of thurs night..15th april..i recieved a damn sad news..and im crying my hearts lungs eye kidney wadeva shit out of me..but as to wad it is abt..ill keep mum..haha but rice jia steph karen sure will noe de la..see my eyes tml haha
haha alrightz haven been updatin so i came online to update cox i cant get to slp at all..after a stupid super tiring day of lesson plus 1 hr pe 3 rds ard the sch and a rd of circuit..plus 3 hrs of tennis..cool?haha i came home mama scalded herself while cookin..so i helped her put medicine all these den cooked dinner for the family..cleaned the kitchen den bathed and dinner within 5 mins to bring mama to see doc..
but luckili she is fine..juz a little bumps..but the oil splashed onto her face and arms lo..ya den i walked aiai den came home finalli.i din hw cox damn tired juz now..now im numb..dun ask me why hahaz
monday tues so boring..wed had smthing nicer..got tennis match..but it screwed up..juz like me and my life haha.match against ajc..and the gals there suck! classical pan jin lianz..haha..im not saying tt i aint one...hahaha but they look god damn it bitchy..fuck them..fuck off fuck wadeva shit la
we lost i din play..haha as usual..but i did umpiring! great right? haha..but the ajc players fucking noisy gan kaopeh...had to scold em..fuck man haha
yeah on the way home sze chi asked if i was ever with someone frm her sch..SAC..haha take a look at me..who will like this stupid bitch man..haha
i was shocked tho
today sch's gonna b short..luckili..im gonna rot rot and rot..haha..fuck life! aniway ive turned v dark...so mani colour difference..i do hope i get as dark as a black..i go b tom robinson haha..eh no TR is a gd guy..i aint..let me b the white father..wads his bloody name i forgot la..wadeva..
12.17...sianz..i go reply my frenster msg le..nity nights to those who are slpin well..
juz came home...i met sista! 2 at tamp and he pei me ard to see tennis bags..damn saw one super nice one!!! its black and its adidas!! 49 bucks tho..so ex..siaoz...so i hab to let it go lo...a bit sadz..
den we went to downtown..i purposeli go there so sista can pei me go into jackpot rm de....but again shitty pie..its onli exclusive to members haha
so nv go in lo..we met alvin..and we played pool..eh i after so long nv play i wonder wad happened..isit their skill bcum kns liao or i bcum more zun..i won sista all 3 games i played..haha!
then we played arcade..but my daytona skills kns liao la..i forgot wad luigi taught me..shit manz..
realised smthing...these 2 days tt im 18..ive been doin the childish yet v fun and memorable things..haha! playground and arcade..ermm?? haha
i played the sims juz now..nice house manz..everything is the best cox i got the cheat code..so later after this ill play again!
and also..i read all my entries since my first blog..for the 2 blogs that i have...so silly haha...wadeva la..18 shd b happi everyday!
tml got econs test but...sims better la hor?? i play first den study haha
see ya
alrightz..haha great day k!!!!
morn had tennis which was alright la as usual..but we won! 3-2..hehe we're onli a mth old k!!
den went to tm with szechi huiying and felicia..to collect mjc tennis tops..den pei huiying to ljs for lunch.saw dardar saw xavier..after which i went home and recieved a call frm dear jiayi...hehe so i bathed and went over to her place..
dear cooked for me!! fusilli..haha dunno how to spell la..but she cooked for me k..who can have the honour?? not even es..ermz..hahaha
and she and shu made me choc lo!! so swt of em! so nice and the pattern of the rabbit is so cute..hehe
den we toked and crapped den went to meet rice n steph at pasir ris to go play!
cool k...altho im 18 but...woah! i played swing bridge those bouncy thingy and all the spastic stuffs at the playground with those kids ard and my best buddies..
we took a lot of pics! which i nv took b4..all so so so nice haha hope they turn out funny..hope to post em up here
den we climbed the spider web too and soon off to dinner at the seafood rest nearby
the food we chose....first dish cereal prawns..den vege..chilli crab!and...some meat stuffs...we took more pics and ate to our fill!!
altho onli the 4 of us but its like buddies lo!
steph and rice with sista gave me a necklace! nice manz..so chio!!heez
i came home mama they all cut cake with me and i made a bday wish..which was again like other yrs..other den the 2 i had more selfishli...heez
den met chewhong downstairs to take my pressie...omg!! guess wad it is!!!! xiaohudui cd loz!!!!! i wonder how he noes i wana the cd lar..but omg!!! its like a pleasant surprise for me..i screamed somehow when i saw the xiaohudui..omg omg! im still crazy haha
wad a nice way to end my day manz...its a pleasant day with my best buddies and with nice memories..
18 le...i muz b more matured liaoz...i aint gonna shed another tear animore..learnt the lesson frm steph and i noe everyone wans tt of me...
yapz! let my meimei use le...anithing and other feelings i type another time ba!
tml going watch movie with sista heez...yapz..okie la...chiong so fast juz to let meimei use net...hmmz i go listen to my xiaohudui le!! im gonna b stucked with the cd for damn long mayb i wun even let go..enuf of sad songs..it time for xiaohudui!!! yeah manz..
ill treasure the cd....gonna open it slowli and niceli...stress!! haha bye!
eh i realised smthing..rice the password thing..mine is wrong?? haha cancel jiu can come in le...help me help me again pls?? hehe sorry ar
yday tennis was another but that way it used to be..at tpjc..we won 4-1 yapz..but haiz..im still e same me.
walked home frm tpjc and was caught all in the heavy rain..i strolled home..and turned out quite sick today with a stupid throat
today was bad at first...sadz on the way to sch...teary la..mama toked to me..asked me to take things ez and stuffs..
morn recieved flowers frm my dear classmates and a op pencil box..juz in time cox i think mine is too small haha
yapz..den quite aa la..walkin ard with the flowers but nvm..its frm my classmates!
PE was tiring..i skipped quite a bit of stuffs..siao lo..ask me do the tug jump...look like idiot can..den do situp without someone holdin me i cant la..haha...worse is to do push up under the scorching sun.wad the hell lo..haha best is still dips..i rather do 100 dips.
after pe went to reds to cut hair with rice..i did treatment and cut..my fringe is kinda short la but well..nvm! hope it turns out well..
my dad bought us a com le..dell one...2000 over bucks and i think itll arrive soon i hope..
yeah nth v much le..happi gd friday to all the christianz and catholics out there..and happy holiday to non christianz and catholics!
lastli..i hope for myself and my closest frenz to stay happi and hopefulli...away frm all the harms and illnesses of life and reality...tts v difficult tho
sunday i went to tiong bahru for lunch with ma pa and jiejie..v cool manz...afterwhich we went to simlim sq to see computers and then to esplanade!!! to find my meimei cox her sch set up a stall there lo...
aiai was with us all the while..to all the diff places and she is so quiet so cute! we wear till v lok kok lo...den go esplanade..kaoz..dad and mom went there for the first time and dad was so paisehz...haha me and jiejie keep complainin we wear till v lok kok.but nevertheless...we lok kok all the way to citylink..haha dad and mom first time there too..quite fun lo.our sunday quite cool..v long nv go out as a family like tt le..feelin the same way..lok kok haha!
and smthing v swt lo...cox it was rainin..so meimei gave dad and mom her umbrella and the 3 of us walked in the rain..lookin at my parents hugging aiai walkin under the umbrella...funny tho haha
monday was fine nth much happened i went to whitesands alone sadly with my blasting music and well i saw mabel and andrew..theyre still together after like 4 yrs? so swt..but well..i din say hi..cox im feelin broken
it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
tuesday.had pe la..and quite happi cox i ran 7 rds without stoppin and did circuit..and paulin choy said to me...when i ran past her..' very good meiyi, ure getting fitter.' yeah!!!
alrightz so its on to today..quite slack lo...took back gp...damn it i flunk it by 1 mark..sadz....and well...tt someone in my class she passed all 3 A lvl subjects and both her AO subjects and she keep claiming tt she nv study at all...who the hell is she trynig to fool lo...i dun like it i dun like her..for wad she's done...
and pearlin siewmin and i came to a conclusion that nothing in life is ever fair..its not tt im wad lar..but im juz thinking and comparing btwn her and tl...life is realli unfair..
there'll be a tennis friendly match again later at tpjc...i dunno how to feel now plus im not feelin well.sick le...i dread the feeling...to play or not to play..well if i have the chance to play..wad if i lose? which is a great possibility...wad if i dun get to play again?
on saturday which is my bdae oso got match with srjc..wad if it screws up my day??
im all in a mess..all my determination for smthing and tots tt ive set are messed..but i noe tt nth is life is fair and lasting...
and in the end..like wad the gp paper one says...
in the end...ur alwayz left with urself..
things havent been fine...haiz..since thursday its bad worse and worst..im v stressed out and well...burst out after some time..its been some time since my tears flowed out of my eyes in front of my friends.
thurs was alrightz altho mani things happened until after sch when we go find sista..on the way there was bad..i got named as a '.....' while trying to protect my lungs and organs..wad the hell lo..tt fat malay woman still dare to say she slimmed down cox she smoke..go to hell lo...smoke till ur lung burst and i wun offer u mine cox u deserve to die hahha...i dare to say this la..im not a gd person at all
ya den friday its a early day and i went to far east with my class gals to get the materials for sat stuffs..v interesting!! earrings we making
den rushed back to sch for tennis match with tjc..screwed up and i feel terrible..almost cried in the court..but some j1s are nice..haiz i juz feel useless...tennis is supposed to b my interest and where i shd excel but its stressing me...seriousli..
noone has taught me how to umpire tie break and i was forced to umpire..helpin yifang..and i got roared at for smthing tt my other tennis frenz tot i wasnt at fault..
i tried my best le to watch tennis match and umpire their scores..to borrow a book frm the library to read..but well...i juz cant help feelin useless
sat..went to sch to make the earrings they were pretty..our class boys can do well too..and roger and victor made one for their gfs la..so swt...i so jealous sia..but nvm i hab my own hands and i did a pair for me shu and jia each lo..hehe~!
after tt actualli need to meet the tennis pple to go queenstown to buy the tournament shirts de..but i was dam sad cox of several things lo..and when i found out tt i cud ask someone else to buy...i went to find steph and den to meet rice! haha
went to bugis with dear rice to shop ard and eat cox we werent feelin great and we din wana go home.
met several peepz and got happier lo...came home and watch lord of the rings and soccer Fa cup!!! my dear man utd won arsenal and i damn happi..dad was saying tt scholes is like shit now n he proved him wrong!haha...and well ms singapore is not v pretty la..wadeva i oso no say..quite ugly oso haha!
think a lot liaoz...i go play the sims le byebye!
stop crying your heart out
Hold up hold on don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile. Shine on. Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up. Come on why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone
...wad to say...wad to do...
having gp lesson now and so i am taking the chance to update
over the last few days, i met my sister's american friends john and alex..
cool!! i din noe theyre so amazing as in john the father, knows chinese. the mother of the family is a japanese and the kids..they have a 19 yr old son who is studying in japan and the other 2 sons are twins! alex and max.i dint get to meet max and their mum cox max was sick.
but gettin to noe alex is cool! he plays tennis and the sexaphone while max plays the drums..so talented eh?
next time my sons oso will like tt...emmmm provided i get married la..haha
then yday went for SCAS first time there and i met lindy..she is so cute..she may not speak but i noe she understands me.
i played with her with all the kiddy stuffs tt i used to play..then it was music lesson for them and i wheeled her there...so cute the songs were like..hmm top of the world and so on..
v nice experience and v fufillin
altho i was alone but lindy was great! but one thing..there's a girl there who studies there..she quite 'rude' la..the teacher told me..and guess the name..hahaha its a name tt i hate most la..the one tt if my future boss or colleague or employee bears tt name...ill fire her haha!
oops..bitchy..
tml the tennis match is in sch and im playing! hee..hope later we'll go out with sista i v long nv see him liaoz.
oh ya my dad bought another 29 inch tv can...my hse got like 5 tvs now.and they aint small...mayb ill use one of the tvs to b my monitor screen haha
hey i wana watch the christian movie that is showing now...noone pei me de..diaoz! haha