[me]
*melyl*
lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home
[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]
*my wishlist*
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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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i forgot to add something in the entry last night, that i fell down again..quite a bad one..with bruises on both my elbows, knees and my left palm..thats during tennis and thats meiyi, the idiot who is forever fallin down.
lessons today and then home, feelin down..karen u shd noe..everything
And this is for u karen,
to let go isnt to forget,not think, or to ignore.
it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing
it's not about pride and its not about how you appear,
And it's not about obsessing or dwelling in the past.
letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts
And it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness
it's not giving in or giving up.
letting go isnt about loss, and it's not defeat
to let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on
it is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
letting go is accepting,
it is learning and experiencing and growing.
to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow
it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you soon will gain
letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
letting go is growing up
it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
to let go is to open a door, to clear a path
and set yourself free.
it is like a benchmark, a theorical benchmark for people to follow.In reality, who can realli do it? probably over time, but never instantaneously.
in those sentences ive achieved a few, through failures i learn.but just those few of confidence that i can never achieve.
so karen..take this and move on..i believe u can do better
my aiai is incredible!!
the first time im so taken aback by her enthusiasm~!
me and my sisters, leslie and my biaodi, had tennis from 3-4 and as i ran round..its 3 courts..as some running stuff la...aiai ran too! same speed same momentum.in total she ran 5 rds! and when i tied my shoelace she sat bside me..den run again together..she is juz so perfect and fabulous..
after that we watched a movie at uncle's place..chicken run..damn cute manz
then it was tennis again from 6 to 7.den swimming till 8 like tt...cool manz..nice day...full of sports..and im gonna go for it every week..as some form of relax thingie i suppose..
took some video with biaodi's hp..if i can ill upload them up here..haha..wait till he sends me..
i go bath liao..tataz
gp mid yrs today..guess my result is predictable and as usual
went out for lunch after that with my clique of darlings and bought my first top at samuel and kevin while rice bought her nice jeans~!saw a v nice top with rice at the new shop at tm..and i wana buy it!..soon i will..soon..
den we walked ard seeing a lot of pple..frm nice peeps to lousy pple..
went home after that to do housework and then went out again to town..i bought a earring for rice and den ate at cafe cartel toked a while den go home..
yepz and now i am..rotting..i shall pack my file and den get ready for real forced revision soon
it is yet but another tired but fufillin day spent in my life
i went over to SCAS again having the thought of just passing the spoons to nadirah and lindy.teacher khim was so sweet.
then i went to class 17 with steph and karen to see kids like yi da, mikial, jun boon,zhi xin.omg they juz blew me away~! and i decided to follow them to pasir ris park for their beach outing after carryin them up their bus.in the end, i skipped econs revision lecture.
it was nice at the beach to carry mikial to the waters and play.he could walk but he had to lie on my body, in the end, my back hurt & i cudnt stand str8 for a while..karen oso same..i wonder why.
helped them to change into new clothes den fed them their meal.mikial had spinach porridge..it was just like a green coloured porridge. he is cute and he kept holdin my hand, jus like lindy does.
afterwhich we had a long walk frm the park back to SCAS! i had so much fun and its so meaningful to me.
it beats sitting at a lecture theatre and doing essays.after all the work, steph n karen recieved an art piece they did themselves and i got a pen which says 'someone special' n 'thankz' juz for helpin them out once.
im very touched and i shall use it for my exams to come, especially in the A's..i believe with their best wishes, we will do well.
tml is gp mid yrs..hereby i shall wish those who are reading this GOOD LUCK! n may we all pass!
in general today was a wonderful day~!lynn's bdae and we gave her mrs field's~!
had school as per normal..nth v much.
PE too~! actualli wana play tennis..i even volunteered to mop the flr to play with paulus..but too bad..my hipbone, ankle and heart hurt.all at once and its all at the left side of my body..damn
but i ignored those pains to run e last lap with ne, ah ma, pearlin, hweepeng to accompany SIEWMIN dear for her 2.4..she passed it but the timing was 17.20..nevertheless..siewmin did a great job!
after sch went to tm with steph karen rice to shop ard to buy things for our SCAS kids..den met lynn to have dinner together at kenny rogers.
i bought spoons for lindy and nadirah~! altho its cheap stuffs but im gonna write their name on it..personalised juz for them.
drinkin green tea now..haha steph, karen and lynn..see me in taf club 5 yrs later in dunno where
mum got a new hp..same as pearlin...and i juz tried to teach her sms...and..haha of cox i failed..but nvm! ill try my best still.
juz came home from SCAS
the last time..officially but who cares about those CIP hours! it aint gonna mark my last time in SCAS cox i realli love the pple and kids there!
today toked a lot to teacher khim..and i fed nadirah and lindy~! sense of achievement.
i made something for em all..and what i got back was..smiles frm lindy, aaron, nadirah and teacher khim.
it's been a great experience and great exposure for me.
i havent been feeling very well these few days, my heart starts to hurt again, not emotionalli but physically, my ankle and my hipbone feels weird too..haiz
had a talk with my cousin and a lot of things unfold, as they come, i will share their burden and woes.
ive finally come to understand that life realli isnt a bed of roses..noone is complete without walkin past e route full of thorns.
a part of me is blocked and protected by e wall that ive built inside of me..ive decided to drop that thought i had all along and live my life for others.
heyz stephie..the song tt ive been lookin for..here's the lyrics manz.haha
"I'll Take The Tear"
Don't speak, seal your lips.
Please don't say a word, maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard.
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me.
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory.
[Pre-Chorus:]
It's never too late to relight the fire
It's never stopped burning for me.
The flame, it never died inside of me.
[Chorus:]
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late.
What can I do?
The love that we had is torn in two.
So you take the smiles from all of our years.
I'll take the tears.
I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared.
You gave me more than love. But never thought I cared.
My feelings were all for you.
Although it didn't show.
I only told you on the day you let me to go.
Now I realize that you're no longer mine.
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time.
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye.
Because I know you're here with me inside.
the song is nice and the lyrics are cool..but it doesnt apply to anithing la..haha juz like the song..so does pearlin~!
the band did well~! hee...of cox esp my rice..~! hope u love the flowers we bought.
yday at vch saw fukfuk and his gf, joanna..and several others who made me smile as i missed them.
took several pics which i will post them when i have the time to.walked past the fullerton hotel and the bridge yesterday while headin home, some very nice memories ba.
got pissed by my mum both yesterday night and today,all i wana say is..dun be so paranoid, your daughter is not someone who is like an angel and she definitely is not someone who has a lot of guys ard her.i DONT and i WONT have a boyfriend.
i dun even noe where to go from here, and i havent even done what i have and need to do.for one thing i will be sure, mum..ill have NO more boyfriends.so stop being like the u now, all that uve been doing onli goes to remind me of somethings..that will haunt my memories..
yeah! a new video cam..sony handycam, its so compact and nice.
dad says i can use as and when i like! im so happi haha.
hmmm reading the manuels now and well i feel smart..cox i noe where to put the chips and stuffs.tts enuf for a com idiot like me.
the options are touch screen onez..damn cool.
it seems like our family lifestyle is changing and we have a higher standard of living than before. last yr we changed our car,then its our room, then its the computer and now it's this brand new stuff..
i went over to jia dear's hse today and had a lot of fun! so much to say and i feel so much better nowz.i juz love her a whole lot
tuition time..tataz
went out to meet tzeshing and eric at tampines starbucks.
had a long talk for around an hr abt mani issues mainly, cchsm, our batch pple, satanism, lesbianism, our lives, our futures, and we did palm readin.
spent my day lookin for poems, song lyrics and stuffs to see life in a better way, just for u guys.
here's another one..
Have you seen the sunset, fade beneath a rain cloud?
Have you ever chased your dreams away?
Did you ever think that?
Life was just a highway, a never-ending road of lonely days.
There are times we cry, and reach out to the sky.
For the strength we need, to hold our head up high.
All we need have to do now is love one another.
Sisters and Brothers, can all live as one.
And all we have to do now is show one another.
We all need each other, to love as on in love.
Have you seen a sunrise, promising you daylight?
When all you need is shelter from the storm.
Have you ever felt that love was just an island
You can't survive on love all on your own.
There are times when I need to reach inside.
For the strength I need, to hold my head up high.
If we push aside the blame, for the tears and the pain.
You know love can reign, and the world will smile again.
If we push aside the blame, for the tears and the pain.
You know love can reign, and the world will smile again.
9 weeks with SCAS and i had only 4 sessions with lindy.
its kind of sad that this has to end but i will certainly consider volunteering again for long after my A's.
a worthwhile match to watch yesterday at CCAB. sudden death with penalty shots.well we lost but it was a great game, that only make me realize how great the meridian spirit is.
for all my schoolin days, there has never been one that i had been so enthu about and cheered on as a school.
in the team, there are my cherished frenz like kun, leader, tiong, aush, daryl and others. cheering them on is someting i wud realli do frm the bottom of my heart.
to see em blame emselves for a missed shot for penalty breaks my heart..but mjc soccer still lives on
i know that all of us still aint feeling happy deep inside, so here's a new start for you guys and me.
She lies among a bed of dreams,
In happiness or so it seems.
For its been long since life began,
And her search goes on for holding hands.
What doesnt kill you makes you strong,
And strength grows wings to fly upon.
She flies on wings so white and pure.
For in her dreams she feels secure.
Lines of songs and verses in rhyme,
Will heal the wounds of bitter time.
No longer will she lie in sadness,
And put a smile to hide the madness.
Young souls that slip away from tears,
Can strengthen hope through many years.
And with new strength she'll rise above,
Heal her wounds and learn to love.
life is just like that, thats the thing about love and romance- noone can predict where it will take you. Love will fill your heart, break it and then heal the heart that is broken.
my cousin, eileen, fought in school, whacked someone up with her friend. withdraw from school and now she's packed her stuffs and ran away from home.
seems like a *flashback*...=(
police report, police case and its another beyond parental control.
i certainly hope that she will wake up..but to this point tt she even quit school..what can i do?
but she seems to be stronger den i am..when i went thru my first heartbreak, she was on her 4th. And im 4 yrs older..
lindy smiled today, so did nadirah.
but poor aaron suffers and his mum doesnt care abt him.
ms linda teo is admitted into NUH and so is the nurse of SCAS.
empty me feelin alrightz.
i fed lindy juz now! =)
i rate my days..the level of happiness.
and for today, it changed frm a 4/10 to 9/10 after SCAS.
i love my mama! for she loves me!
had a gd scream and a gd game yesterday.
altho we lost but the boys did well..for at least the first half.
i truly am proud of the boys, they not onli look and they play well.
As for aush, kun and those who cried..*hugS*..these fans are still ard.
i cried too...not cox of anithing..but for my forehead that suffered a blow..damn pain..
a piece of news, my ring broke..so did my heart. its not tt i wana believe in such stuffs but whenever something related to whoever breaks, crushed or spoils, ill lose that someone related.
it has happened twice and i dun wish for history to repeat itself.
went out today to town with daryl.
walked ard for a while at paragon to check out PRADA if they have sale, and heeren then caught a movie that is worth $8.50.
kind of weird tt out of a sudden me and daryl can talk again, but anyway, he's buying me a flesh imp skirt for a belated bday pressie.i wun b that bitchy to juz accept, so im treating him dinner some other time.
after that i went to meet my parents to dine at a weird place, wonder how my dad noe of that place, its on top of a factory..u drive the car and u juz go round and round up to the top story n there is onli the shop there sellin fish head soup
shopped and bought uncle toby finally..
after a day, now i shall do hw..
GOOD luck to our soccer boys tml
still cant get over those acts of terror..had a nightmare and made me lose the slp i needed for the phys test today
accompanied rice to reds at noon and went to a place that i nv tot i wud go after those days.
had lunch at crystal jade and found out that i cant accept meat at all..sorry steph..i din eat the roasted duck. nearly got the puke feeling again but well..we were eating then..bad of me..haha..*slapz* k? it's great to spend some time after sch this way, taking spastic pictures along the way. DC AC.i love physics! haha
tml hopefully will b fun too..
had a scream-out with atlas today at e track and field meet today..
ive been feelin uneasy and very uncomfortable ever since noon today..after watched the gruesome clip of how those iraqis killed that american..i just vomitted and i still feel bad. i've said a prayer for that american but still im terrorised.
i might really turn into a vegetarian after this.i aint strong enuf to take that
mjc's soccer has got it goin' on..we're in the top 4.
nothing is going very right..even lyndi isnt happy.
i aint what i tot i am, i am still what i was..cudnt take the jeers animore, only to break down after e first lecture and thereafter.
..did all i could to make things the way it is now..cox i noe how that girl feels, even if she says she doesnt mind
..afterall..im juz another normal girl.
"Where Can We Go From Here?"
I tried to pick the pieces up
And I can't think of starting over
We used to share the stars above
I don't wanna think it changed
And now I gotta move on
I've gotta catch up to the world
Even though I gave you my life
As wrong as it seems I know it's right
But is there a trace that I can go away
To escape the love that I will forever know
Where can we go from here
All I know is that I love you still
Sometimes we do things against our will
I know I cry lonely tears
Where can we go from here
Why, why do I cry inside
When love is gone away
And how,How can I carry on
When I know all the love is gone
Where can I go to get away
From the pain of loving you
Tell me where
Where can we go from here
All I know is that I love you still
Sometimes we do things against our will
I know I cry lonely tears
Where can we go from here
hey~! blogger got new outlook..cool manz
today is dear pearlin's bdae and everything went well.
i dropped a tear in class juz now..isit tired or my eye irritated? i dunno haha
wadeva..haha does tt sound familiar? WADEVA!..girls have a variety of characters..and mine?? noone will like..haha~! im e extreme! the exact opposite of *someone* heez..wadeva lo..
on my way home juz now on bus 21..i saw..my pri sch tcher mrs daisy teo..she was my choir and music tcher who love to boast abt her son..saying tt he will b e next president..oh so now i noe her son is older and belongs to another race.haha..oops..
oh ya..i realised tt my fav jay song is not NI TING DE DAO..but HUI DAO GUO QU..i was listenin to it juz now while walkin back and i tot of weelie...he sang tt song for me and it was sooo jay..hmmm haha it was nice.brings back good memories
had a busy and fufillin day today.
morn went out for breakfast with our lawyer fren then came home to bake cake..i din take very long.frm 1pm to ard 4pm to bake and deco 2 cakes...hmmzz...first one is for us and mum's company pple..its a bit ugly cox i lazy to cut the top..so a bit slanted haha.
and for my special someone's, of cox i put in a lot of effort.it may not look very nice..but at least i can say it looks rather like...those that u see outside at those bakery.hee~!im bringing a whole box of strawberries to sch tml..so that everyone can eatz strawberries!
after all the baking, i went for ah ma's bday thingy at my aunt's condo..as usual.spent time solving riddles
then had some private talk with my BIAO DI! realised that james, another cousin who is 28..is two-timing!!! darn...i went up to him..and said something..'hey james, can i slap u?' haha i feel so bitchy
but its his problem la..so well..nvm.
have a date with my cousins that every wkend we go play tennis and swim..hope can get darker and do away with my ugly tans all over.
juz uploaded jay's songs..his previous albums to my com.playing it now
i was at my aunt's..and i sat near the pool..on the pool chair that cud let me stare at the stars.with aiai beside me, my thoughts led me to memories that i had to go to aunt's place for some boring shit after going to town that particular day..still rem that i took 65 frm town then..i was at the very same position, alone at the poolside, with my precious handphone, the sky then looked so beautiful, stars look shiny and hopeful. Its the same stars same position same situation but the feelin and things aint the same.
yeah ive dragged long enough to reach 12am in 3 minutes! i shall spend the remaining time typing a heart warming msg for PEARLIN! haPPi birthday deaR~! altho ur internet connection is down..
juz came home from the dinner...gosh..its superb la..and a wonderful experience!
we reached at 7pm at mandarin hotel and then it was food time!! the food was nice..especially the honey baked ham! and the lobsters.
then it was dessert time and i found...a BIG strawberry!!! last one..so i hahaha KOP! so nice.then there was cheesecakes and all the chocolates! we took a lot back home...unknowingly.haha
wad that gave me a deep impression of the place is the magician and the musicianz who performed for us.
the magician was juz performin bside me and everything was flawless..the card flew in a circle den back to his hands.the money folded into halves itself..its fascinating
now to my favorite part of my experience~! the musicianz!! omg...they play the cello and guitar, there were 3 of them. and they sang wadeva that we dedicated..each table has 2 choices of songs..and we dedicated both english and chinese..the musicianz are from phillipines but they sang the songs very well..and i was so happi and carried away.
the table next to us is a group gathering with 2 young couples in it..and they look dam swt together...
nice experience..nice place, nice ambience. and this is the kind of life that i want to live..in luxury.
tml shall be a busy day when i shall bake my cake! and deco it..hope it'll turn out well..cox if it doesnt..den i will screw everything up like wad i did to my life.
after eating so so much for dinner today, i shall stop eating so much and start dieting and exercising for the weeks after.
sianz..i shall go and watch joe millionaire le...bullshit reality show which puts money vs love! the diamond necklaces look so tempting! haha
tataz
she has her doubts, maybe, she should trust herself, her own instincts, instead of believing hearsay.
i dont know how she is feelin to give her my advice.but hope she will figure a way out herself and give me a happier life..haha
maybe i should neglect her, ignore her feelings, so that i can truely live again.its been an exact reflect of time since everything begun and ended, and all have changed and moved on.but why, it is so difficult for her to leave this? A 2 year relationship which she ended in a while's time, this one is beyond control...
'someone who is beautiful would end up being like shit if she cant get out of the shit she is in'..
At this moment, ive achieved what i've been trying to achieve for the past few days.
nvm abt her! lets see..ive done my gp essay, summary, physics and math tutorials last night! and i slept at 1am.today im gonna finish up my AQ and econs data response and im done for the week's tutorials, leaving the week for true revision.
im lookin very forward to the buffet today! hope i eat my heart out so i can throw the stone away in it.hee~! bullshit.
anyway, pearlin and i are going for the 30 hour femine camp in june~! did it once and this time round, im in it again!
have u ever wondered..how it feels to be two timed, fooled, had your ups and downs, trials and tribulations as though your emotions have been captured in a maze?
someone juz told her something ONLY today to make that fool realise that feeling..but still, she is thankful to that someone who cared and bothered to tell.
somehow, the fool isnt feeling the way that she should be.she doesnt know how to feel, all she knows is that she fell frm the status of being a fool in the first place, to being stupid, or rather an idiot now.
her landscapes reaaranged and were changed, but she is still standing here through the rainy days.
exposed to the harsh reality, she no longer feels overprotected. she knows that noone can ever be trusted and there is never just black and white. The world exists in the grey state. she will never ever look for good in the bad and might never even try to see the good in the good. she might have turned stronger but she might never be able to live the life that she had before, abandoning the real her, and accepting the cruelty of life as a matter of fact.
she has lost her true self but she shall move on, and never shall she drop another tear for men because she knows that they are not worth her tears.
busy day with lots of work to do..but did it all aniway.
achievements of the day..ran 6 full rds for PE,did work.
thkz lots to TY who bought old changkee for me and steph after sch while we stay in sch to study
tml most prob i shall forfeit the cchsm thingy at esplanade le..revision lect till 4 plus..i choose to study.it shall be an all economics day.starting revision accordin to mr naresh's plan..last period of the say econs tutorial..extend for another 1/2 hr..den it shall be econs grp study during lunch..followed by econs revision till 430..and when i come home..its econs revision too..
oh ya steph..i tried to listen to H.O.T tt song when i walked home juz now..still doesnt work..hahaha
its been like a mth since i last saw lindy
hmmz...ms linda teo is sick so left me with 2 other aunties and we toked loz..hee..denz got a v pretty tcher called vivian she saw e ring on my finger and asked if i have a bf..i told her abt our ALWAYZ SISTERS FOREVER ETERNITY~! she was kind of suspicious at first asked me if we can b sisters forever...i told her frm sec sch till now..den she is impressed hahaha
no music lesson for em today so i fed lindy played with her..coax her to slp..den changed her shoes for her b4 sendin her home
something new i encounter..i realised tt lindy is rather a soft girl...cox there was this guy called albert i think..he v violent le..
snatch the toys away frm the galz and then make em cry..he snatch frm me oso..frm behind..gave me a big shock haha
but well...lindy was so happi today and damn swt...hee~! made my day!
currentli makin some planz for pri sch outing for bernadus sake..
v tired..fine..i WILL leave u alone..
tuition at 8 tonight so i shall bath do hw rest and cook dinner b4 revising for e upcomin phys test...
tataz
mum juz showed me an article..
a 15 yr old gal got approached by a stranger on the streets..den exchanged contact..at night he asked her out..and they had a night stand..
who noes...the gal got aids then..
dunno how to feel...numbz..juz feel tt im rather clever
mayb my thinking now aint tt bad afterall..cox im practising protectionism.
toked to fukfuk juz now online.how i missed him..den listened to jay's songs again..im sure im numb..
i played those songs i heard for tt period which they made me cry,this time i din..
i sat in front of the com watching jay's mtvs..catchin each and every word of the lyrics..numb is all i can say
its not tt i wana make myself cry..wad for cry right?neither am i trying to gain sympathy..im realli leadin a happi life.i juz wana noe how im feelin now,its me myself and i..numb is all i say..but in a way tt aint gonna do me good.
i noe steph noes..but i juz became this way..
aniway..my sister offered me the best choc in the whole world!!! its a cube of choc with cocoa powder on it..it feels as tho its choc ice cream! superb! melts away all the stupid confused things going on inside me...mayb...eating is a way out..and tt explains how i am now..hahaha
nvmz! i did my math tutorial econs data response, gp compre today! feel a sense of achievement..hee~!
listening to jay's- an jing- playin on the computer..
thoughts and feelings led astrayed..
how perfectly the lyrics match..
this is wad i call tian yi wu feng..
catching myself back..
i feel differently..
numb and dead..
is it good or is it bad..
Now its -shi jie mo ri-
kind of fell into another deep shit..
'xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei' (feel like crying to see if im numb)..
no way i shall shed another tear..
cox im really numb..
when night falls..
i suppose only then i remove my mask..
juz like everyone does..
okie some weird stuffs happened...
on my way home juz now after sch....i was abt to reach my blk...listenin to my music..happily smilin walkin...den this guy suddenli appeared in front of me..and gave me a big BIG shock..
darn..i juz rem..he was the guy who was standin at the busstop when i alighted...which means..he followed me home!!!!....grrrr...
den he said hi to me out of sudden frm the back....i was like..ARRRRRRRRRRR!!!! hahahahahhaa den i kept laughin..its damn scary can.....damn
he said hi and wanted to b frenz...i juz anihow gave him my number cox i was damn shocked..he asked for my sch my age my name....i gave him but he dun seem to understand..so who cares! get out of my way...he juz smsed me but sorry i aint gonna reply..
omg..its scary la..follow me back home when he was waiting for bus...god damn it..
dunwana comment on his looks la k..but i scared he will like everytime appear b4 me..or ard my hse...DARN! can someone send me home??? ill walk other ways home liaoz la...
haiz.....too bad eh?? NO WAY
yepz abt sch..today was fine..i paid attention in classes and lectures...but almost fell aslp in math lect and i got all the copying wrong..wakin up to see wad ive written and it left me *blur*....i wrote..'said sorry'...wads tt for??..and btw mr kwan was sitting right bhind me..and close...so mayb he saw wad i wrote..
yeah den was supposed to meet daryl today to tok..but miscommunication..so tml be it..
tml got pe and im still rather sick...hahah wanted to study in sch wan..but steph and karen say im too pale..so forced me go home..but instead we ended up eating at delifrance cox i hungryz...yepz den went to see cake thingy oso..cox karen bakin for....*ahem* on 9th may..and im oso bakin something for my special someone!!!!!!
shall bring it to school on monday...heee! i hope it turns out gd...
yepz..shall bath eatz and then do hw and study liaoz!!!! i muz complete my math tutorial today plus study for comparative advantage in internation trade...
oh ya..smthing to praise myself..the trial test we had the other time on friday...i din study a single shit and i got 15/20 for mcq....altho its a 5/20 for DRQ..but DRQ nv study cannot pass one la...overall i passed!!! so...ahem...im a genius!
im feelin weird..its game over..
read this part from the chinese book i borrowed frm the sch library..
when its over,reality hits..its finished..each has his own road in life,no matter how unwillin u are,u have to let go..it doesnt matter if u dun let go cox he will forget u
its true~! very true..esp the last sentence...but *tu du tu du du...FUCK U!*..hahahaz...its frm southpark..its damn cute!aiai have been doin tt too...next time i sing for u all..hahaha
juz went to robinsons sale with ma jie and meimei...cool~! bought a sportsbra and towel..got so much food there lo~! i on the way of recovery but im eating so much junk..juz let me be~ im happi!! hahahaha..rot the day away? nahz no way..later gonna have tuition..den do hw den go out for dinner with my family..i think
*tu du tu du du...FUCK U!*
juz had a talk with luigi..it has been some time since we last chat..and well..this time its inspiring..unlike the ones we had..
ive realised and learnt a lot of things.running away frm reality is definiteli not a way out..thkz luigi..ill keep those in mind..and ill b here for u..praying hard for your together.
its realli heartenin to noe tt uve grown up...
hey peepz..im sick liaoz....darn...fever 37.8 degrees plus a ridiculous cough and sorethroat..sianz...better get well soon! cox im meeting TDH for tennis hahaha! meeting him on monday for a while after sch den...i think another day when he has no soccer..we'll play tennis..
and on sat next wk...will be a hotel buffet treat!!!!! mandarin hotel...damn cool...im gonna steal all the choc back...some for rice steph and of cox jia~! den mayb some for dear pearlin's bday on the 10th may too~!
today supposed to go out with ah jia one..but i sick..sorry eh? so i gotta stay at home do hsework and mayb do a bit of work...later got mahjong!