[me]
*melyl*
lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home
[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]
*my wishlist*
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:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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after a big round around..
im back exactly at the spot i left years ago.
the last time that i saw him,
he came back for me.
and now..
after 2 yrs,
everything's changed and at the same place we parted then,
we meet again.
It was a busy BK with lots of pple.
Filled with NS guys and I saw him amongst them
the world is so big yet so small
4500 miles apart we were
and God allowed me to meet him again
we are friends again, and this time hopefully the friendship will last
afterall, we've grown out of that 16 yr old mindset
not thinking too deep into this may be a good way out for me.
All the best to bryan
came online to download pictures frm pearlin's blog for the class slideshow thingy..
wanted to upload them up this blog but somehow the webpage seems down..
so i made it such a way that only one post left..
easier to maintain for the time being.
after A's i shall try to revamp the whole thing over again
spent my night at xueqi's place..
so fun!!
we studied..we played..
and we slept at ard 7am till 11am.
its fun staying over.
i believe after A's when jess is back, there'll b more stickers on the wall, and more fun without books.
waiting for the man utd vs arsenal match tonight at 11pm
hope man utd makes a comeback.
tml is the start of everything..
and ill be in MIA mode
till a mth later.
hopefulli
and meanwhile, i wish God will give me a hint of what i can do for jiayi, rice and stephie on their respective birthdays.
kinda sad that for jiayi, itll be belated.
seriously belated..
but i noe, the few of us will make up for it.
tired tired..
was on the computer for hours to do up the s303 slideshow..
juz lacking of some songs to add in..
but i guess..
everything is okay
the file is big..
so bored and tired..
back to my notes..
some big things happened these two days.
everything has been displaced,
life and death are just by a snap of the finger.
and its just so scary
moreover, my trip overseas may just go down the drain.
NZ NZ..
bye to $2500 bucks of deposit..
but still..ill pray hard that it aint so.
casting those aside..
i went to xueqi's house today with stephie.
to study..
we did..but we played too
we measured our weight and height..
using the measuring tape and pasted stickers bearing our names on her wall.
there's a date on it..and years later we'll meet again to measure again~!
it was so much fun doing those stuffs.
tml we shall meet again to stayover~!
midnight studying..
for me, it certainly helps a great deal..
we've stocked up food and we're all ready to go..
to s303:
ive uploaded our videos..our love meridian day performance, paulus's performance and our slideshow..
with our desired effects~!
and prob ill need to alter a little more stuff and will be able to give u guys a good graduation gift.
im sad..
im sad..
im sad..
for im starting to miss 303..
miss the s303 guys.
today is the day that those guys who are going into NS in january recieve their notification letter
and till now i noe..
they are.. yongchin, tiong..
alvin aint, zhaozhi aint.
matthew is!
ill miss the guys...
very much
but actualli i realli wana see them BOTAK!
CAX, ive seen b4..no kick..
but i wana see the others!
wadeva muahaha
sometimes i wish i can join the guys in NS too
make me a BOY!
this morn, i met js and chewy to the gym again!
and we had breakfast
it was a similar routine as yesterday's
then back to sch for econs consultation and then the airport
this time, airport trip with ah ma YC tiong alvin n zhaozhi~!
watching extreme gourmet at the moment...
and my reaction = yucks + pui + shit!
no way ill ever touch a bull's penis, testicles or the eye!
may yee is brave..
alex is brave
and kelvin is brave
cheers to them
caught pearl harbour..
and ended up having dinner with tears..
so saD!!
the american pilots were so brave..
for the day:
i met JS to the gym this morning at 8am..then went breakfast with him before going to sch after a shower back home
met mr naresh for econs and then mis lim for physics.
then went to the airport with pearlin to meet my lil sis to mug..
till 7 plus and then slowli back home on bus
the trip home by bus suck!!!!
omg..
sis and i were staring into space as bus 3 turns to st 21,
then sis felt smthing at her shoulder..she flicked it down..
and there it was on her bag, a BEETLE! those can fly one..
ARRRRHGGGHHH!!!
we were out of our mind like screaming to ourselves, trying to keep our voices down.
u all noe how scared of insects i am..
i was like..' u go away!!! dun poke me! jus get it away!! nononononoNO! go away! go away! dun come near me! where isit?? where??!!!' , screaming while whispering..
i was all tensed up and she flicked it off
but she looked all over the floor and nothing was there! so we started wondering,
where is the BEETLE!
she searched her bag again and again..
and then
ARHGHGHGHGHGGGGHHHHHH!! this time she screamed out loud..
it was still on her bag!
i almost went crazy, felt like running far far away, but i was stucked beside my sis..who went crazy
haha..at the busstop, she plucked her courage to get it out...scolded it ' stupid beetle go and die ' and we ran home together..
end of story..
boring day but yet im happy..
for ive found back another friendship and broke the ice that was so cold
im glad that i made that little move.
and it is this little move that will ensure me a route to go on without regrets
and i really hope this friendship will start anew
for this, ill move on happily
i havent been studying! sharks..
stopped mugging these days cox i wasnt feeling well..
migraine..for days..
and something is wrong with my throat,
there aint anything unusual but just some very sharp pain somewhere at my throat
i noe it aint sore throat, wad isit i dunno..
but no doctors shall be consulted.
was supposed to meet chewy to go jogging, but she called it off
so i shall go do some exercises on my own.
im in serious deficit to save money for prom and Nz trip..
so i will live like a poor idiot frm now till PROM n NZ!
ive never realli lived a really poor life b4
and i shall try it.
yesterday was wenhui's birthday..
and we gave her a box decorated by ne..
inside it, there are cards with greetings frm each and everyone in the class and a vcd which has a slideshow that i made for her..
and ah ma drew a very nice pic of the class!
the cartooned 03s303!
wenhui's vcd cover..
Graduation Day..
it wasnt very sad it wasnt very emotional..
actually, in fact, i dun even get the feeling that we're leaving MJC for good..as a cohort
i was busy taking photos..of 03s303..of all of us..and everyone of us., except a few..and this is a combination of pics taken in 2 days
the best frenz..paulus and jeremy
the s303 class and the Room itself
Roy and his cards..*ahem*
yongchin being bullied!! by sharon..GAL POWER!
tiong and YC in the lecture hall
super photogenic jeremy and not at all photogenic me~!
SC president roy and me~!
mike and me~!
YC and me~!
for once..shortie steph and tall me~!
monkey alvin and me!
pretty emeris and ugly me~!
pilot WONG KQ and me~!
our Pw group MJ101..incomplete..without wenhui
the other grp mj103
in the toilet..me ahma cherish pearlin and emeris
once again s303!
and pilot wong's blue house tee
after everyone's dispersed, me steph and pearlin went on to take more pics with the other pple that we know..
our aim was to take a pic with everyone that we know in mjc..hahaz
kind of quite successful and we took a lot.
zifeng with us
aijia and us
aush yusof and us!
felicia and us~! pretty felicia~!
last but not least.. clarice!! talented rice back to her CO drums..she loves it
My videocam of onli 8MB of memory space, i cud onli take 18 pictures and the rest lies in steph's hands..
there are pics with elsa, shuyun,wenhui,nelson,and a lot others
when the pictures are out, ill post them here..haha
and for my dear 303s and steph, here is the link to shutterfly..
http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeAuWzlq3YtWJ6¬ag=1
gonna graduate frm meridian junior college tml..
i wonder how it will be..
will it be yet but another experience like PSLE and O levels where we leave our frenz to embark on a more challenging education life in the university?
or will it mark the beginning of a new lifestyle..a new choice as to wad i realli want to be?
its the first time im feeling lost without a guaranteed feeling of going on with my studies..but ive my dreams to fufil and my life to live...just like everyone else.
tml will be the last time ALL MERIDIANs stay together and rock the world like we used to be.
like we used to be..in JC1
although studies havent been great but the JC experience has left me a lot of memories to take with me as i move on..
moving on..from tomorrow onwards, there might never be the chance that ill see some of the meridians that i used to know anymore..
people avoiding each other, people leaving overseas, people going to work, and the guys..to NS..
Does it mark the end of those friendships?...sometimes..all it take is just a little move to keep a fren forever.
but whatever will be will be, God has his plans.
all i noe is ill miss my dears..
clarice stephanie karen and all in 03S303
everyone has gave me precious memories..
all the promises of our future together shall be kept..
it will never be one of those promises that boys always make to girls and say in the end that 'promises are made to be broken'
and ill leave with this song...
Moving on our way
Moving on our way
I will always remember
Our first days together
It felt like we had known each other forever
We were dreamers
And we were believers
To give up everything
To follow this dream
But one thing that we have learnt
Is to stand, together as one
And nothing will overcome
And nothing's gonna stop us now
Moving on our way
We're moving on in the one direction
We're growing stronger with each passing day
We're moving on we'll always remember
All our friends all along away
Moving on our way
Now there's been hard times
As the road unwinds
We've grown closer
It's been worth all the sacrifice
Times are changing
And I hear what you say
Can't look at the world
Through innocent eyes
We promise we will never forget the message
Keep the faith as long as your here
By our side
We'll make this music last for all time
Moving on our way
A song that brought me through my first such parting...that is the Damai Primary Sch leaving song...
stayed in sch for self study yesterday with rice steph pearlin yc and alvin..
did the nuclear physics questions that ms lim went thru today...got 3/4 of them correct..
thank God
school was boring today..
met sista at tm with rice and steph after sch today, skippin econs tutorial.
we watched whitechicks!
i guess its kind of late to watch it now as most pple has already caught it
but i had a great laugh and i aspire to be like the 'gal' or gals in the show to have that christian dior top ( my fav dior collection ), Prada, blablabla
another load of crap.
aniway, my sister juz bought THE SIMS 2, the new version
and its darn cool
the usual kind allows u to choose the person and den the specific set of clothes available.
but the new improved kind can actualli let u choose how high u wan your nose bridge, how big the eyes, the colour of the eye, the size of your chin and so on~!
every feature on the face can be adjusted, u can even create a tummy! also..u can choose the colours of the makeup on the person uve created.
clothes, u can choose the top and bottom separately and even the underwear and swimwear
the 3 of us did a family..our family.
we named it the cheong family that includes Papa cheong, Mama cheong, Meme cheong (my jiejie whose name is supposed to be sansan cheong), yiyi cheong (me), yunyun cheong( lil sis).
and the people we created in the game kinda looked like us.
we had a great deal of fun editing those noses and dad's pot belly
cherish!!!! i noe ull love to play this...hehehe. its realli fun~!
im glad im happy..for once again and for the 3rd time in 7 years, i dreamt of my dear godma.
everything was nicely put in place back in Lorong Chuan, our landed property back then.
everyone ( all my cousins, my parents, my aunties, my grandma, my godpa and godma and even our dog Lucky who passed away when i was 7 , aiai was there too! )
in this dream, all seems perfect..
my cousins had no financial problems, no quarrels with parents, no misunderstandings..
my cousin, cindy, din know then she was an adopted child and she loves my godpa..
zann and fanny din have a bad childhood
all of them..even my little sister, have their boyfriends and girlfriends by their side..all looked happily in love.
except for me..i din rem having anyone beside me..dunno why..even dream oso dunwan give me a nice relationship haha..
the adults werent typical aunties and uncles who cared abt tradition and FACE..and they din SMOKE!
my grandma wasnt having hearing problems..
Lucky din get knocked down by the little red car and was playing with aiai.
my parents were happy too
and most happy of all is my Godpa..
for he spent each moment with godma..and held her hands tightly..
we had dinner...
my godma's speciality..something that we din had after she's passed away..
and crab with steamed egg..a speciality of my grandma..something we never seen since i was damn young.
godma passed me an apple..
a bright perfect red apple and she told me it costs 164 bucks.
she brushed my hair and hugged me..
i put it in the fridge and after a while..
my cousin frm my mum's side came..and i saw him stealin my APPLE!..haha
i was frantic..but before i cud do anithing,
mum screamed for me to wake up..
and then..back to reality..
no more godma..
no more happy godpa..
all the problems set back into place
WOOHOOOO!!!!
had a great nice day today
met steph at 3 to go town
i saw my primary sch fren dennis..haha
back then everything was still so innocent and i hated him for telling the whole world abt something..
went to far east and i bought a pair of hip hop shorts for 30 bucks
then went to find something for my sister as birthday gift
bought a CHRISTIAN DIOR lipstick cum lipgloss for her..
happy birthday sis..
she was so nice this morning to cook bacon garlic pasta for us..
so touched..
haha
then we met karen huiqi rice and other frenz at cineleisure for the SG IDOL!!!!
my video cam is indeed powerful to zoom so far to get quite nice images..
look at these~!
hahaha and see wad i did to that JERRY LOSER IDIOT!
to think he can smile and still play along when all of us were booing him
'JERRY U SUCK! GO AWAY....BOOOOO"
and he still smiles..
so erxin!!
yucks!!!
pui!!!
haha
here are the idols..TAUFIQ LEANNDRA OLINDA CHRIS AND of cox..SYLVESTER!
nice?? hahaha
and how can i possibly miss out jerry right??
i dislike him to the core..
he took david out of the competition and he is so fake
think he is the worst survivor of all
hahaha so now..
enjoy this if u dislike him too
BLEAH!
i missed taking pics with the other contestants like imran!! but nvm la..my frenz did and they look so much better
i aint anione who go crazy over idols...this time..i admit i went for the sake of BOOIng that idiot
anyway ENGLAND's match now~! LAMPARD JUST SCORED!! n im not gonna lose the match..wana catch it~!
today is exciting and yet disappointing..
its been a long time since i got so high
after school, i went to the airport to mug with paulus and pearlin..
huiqi joined us soon and AGAIN we saw heixiong and matong! omg..
see how concentrated pearlin is..
then i met xueqi and steph at tampines and took bus to east coast to meet up with the other girls..meanwhile we took several spastic pictures..
hugging trees and reliving those cchsm days when we did these.
and the quite nice scenery there..
the girls then came..chungie, melissa and thazin~!
and off we went for our long planned dinner at jumbo..
took a lot of spastic photos too and here they are..
and someone who is pregnant and looked a lot like xiaxue..
if uve been keeping up on your readings, ull noe who xiaxue is..
here is it..
then we went off to parkway..
along the way as we walked..i got SOOO high..
i was so happi and cheerful, chirpy and carefree..
talking to thazin and the rest with so much joy..
a heartfelt joy that ive never felt in a long time..
and then it was 8.30pm
soon after, rice called to give us the results..
olinda, david, chris,taufiq was in the bad zone..
i heard it...i tot it would be chris..
never to think it wud be my favourit david yeo..
i was sooooo sad then
could imagine how sad he felt..and how sad i am to think that he wun b performing animore
i voted for him can..
haiz..
we were at the bus stop then...making a DIN! realli noisy..
we searched for buses that had tvmobile..the first time that i tot e tv was useful
but either the bus din had it, was in maintainence or wrong bus..
we made a fool of ourselves..sad but yet shiok..
cox we were scolding and cursing JERRY ONG tt idiot all the way..
i seriously hope he understands his unpopularity and keeps his integrity on national tv short and sweet!...just leave...
went to play pool at MEGAPOOL at parkway..
when we walked in, there was this couple..
the girl whom i dun think is tt skinny sat on her skinny bf's lapz for as long as we were there..and they were...*TADA!*..
wadeva..sore to the eye
haha and us again..qi and me pullin chungie's hair as mel and steph play pool and those kisses!
and us with mr macdonalds..
chungie stephie and me went home in a taxi..this time ard..home at 11 and no guys sending me home..
hahaz...
haiz im sad..
tml shall go BOOOOO jerry ong..~! lookin forward to that...
probably he will say..: ' haha oh im taking that as compliments' and give the *hippotamos (hypocritical)look*
UGLY!
BOOO!!!!