[me]
*melyl*

lazing times
* tennis
* animal planet at home

[swing swing to the left to the right..wait..do can i differentiate left n right?]

*my wishlist*
:: ::
:: get into psychology NUS ::
:: quit my job! ::
:: start losing weight ::
:: go to USA ::
:: join SEASPORTS! in NUS ::
:: shop till i drop!!! ::
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[link link to my real buddies]
RICE STEPH XUEQI

[archive]

Monday, February 28, 2005

fri: went back mjc for opening ceremony.quite fun and i realli liked the IFOs flying above our heads.and darn mjc cox NOW they have airconed hall.

sat: met bryan for dinner at NYDC

sun: met my dearz, qi steph chungie thazin n mel to celebrate mel's bdae.
a nice present idea, haha

mon: went to work as usual, contacted my jap teacher to be. (to qi: if u wana join, i go le see howhow den i recommend u or smthing like tt how?), came home after walkin ard the airport shoppin at GUCCI PRADA FERRAGAMO BALLY COACH boutiques with chengching.
i realli like the ferragamo wallet i saw..its $659 in the city, and after discount and if im flying, i can get it at $502~.....im dreaming sia..
cox my sis and i wana go taiwan in may..
but my mum screams at me when i say i wana go overseas..
even when i invited her to go along with us
she juz wana trap me dead dead dead in sg i think, so i can do hsework for her and wadeva la..quite pissed..F**K it.
hope my sis can talk her rd..
otherwise i can forget abt going overseas to play b4 gg to uni if i can, forget abt going overseas to study if i cant go uni, and forget abt going to perth to find bryan's parents.
forget abt going even to malaysia.
forget abt living in perth den........
why can my sisters do all these, go abroad with their frenz or alone and i CANT..
mayb im juz too stupid n useless eh.....

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at |2/28/2005 07:43:00 PM|

Thursday, February 24, 2005

today, i made tang yuan for my family!!!
my mum used to buy the ready made dough frm the markets every yr,
but to me, they din taste homely enuf as compared to those my godma made frm flour and water
since young, i have alwayz watched her make the dough frm scratch every yr,
but as i was young, i din noe wad flour that was and if the water is cold or hot.
last night i asked my grandma, and so i got the answers to my questions
today i did it!
felt nice to feel a little like my godma.
but of cox my standard is like shit as compared to my godma's..
how i wished my godma can make tangyuan for me again..
but it aint gonna happen..
ill make for godma and mama now
finally i have recieved my UOB visa mini card, and my acct card..
after 2 wks? hahaz
life has been nice for the last 5 days..
some major changes,
stephie may b joining me at work!!!
well it all depends on CAAS now
i din noe that there were so mani mjc students working at the airport..
6 of us currently, but if stephie joins us, den we'll be a nice 7!
eela was late again the other day and she wanted me to stand in for her for another hr b4 going home, i couldnt but cheng ching could..
but eka, the chief supervisor din allow..
in the end, i think sharon gave her 24 hrs to leave the job or something..
poor eela..
but somehow, i realized my stress came frm eela's constant lateness..
now working with cheng ching is nice..and im happy with the job
ive been taking up japanese and used them at work,
had some compliments frm japanese passengers that my jap was good.
i think it suck,
so im gonna take up lessons frm this japanese teacher for $30 an hr.
my sis's recommendation.
judging frm my sis's japanese, i believe i will improve.
gonna take up driving soon too...mum and dad had been asking me to

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at |2/24/2005 08:39:00 PM|

Sunday, February 20, 2005

yesterday was a sad day,
we sent jessica off to new zealand..once again..

i went to work as usual, now the atmosphere at work is getting better,
since we cant stand and greet passengers together,
one of us would give sweets out,
so our aim everyday is to give away 3 kg of sweets
finally after work, i met bryan for dinner at swensens and then cake at coffeebean while waiting for stephie qi and chungie..
soon mel and thazin came and we crapped at the staff canteen
a lot of fun stuff happened...

soon it was 8.15pm and we met up with jess..
i sent her to her gates E24..
somehow the feeling of 'cant see her this crazy little piggy for a yr' got into me and i was quite sad as i walked back to find my dearz.

we wanted to catch a movie but in the end we ended up at coffee bean @ tampines to crap.
i had a very happy night yesterday, i learnt my first tune on the guitar..
mary had a little lamb..
haha
but soon rice...ill catch up with u...hopefully!!

im feeling rather confused nowadays, abt something..
but what can i do about it..
shall leave it to God

A's is coming out pretty soon, and im freakin out
but no matter how it turns out, i wud like to take a break off city, a break off work and stress to go on a holiday! short one will do...juz a wk?
seriousli pray hard for myself and my dears..

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at |2/20/2005 07:08:00 PM|

Thursday, February 17, 2005

we did not go back to cchsm,
but everything was so freaky fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i met steph, then jess and mel,
we went to check in at our chalet.
we were sooo toot and was trapped in the so called room with 'spoilt' aircon for abt 1/2 hr till the maintainence pple came and told us that the heater look alike switch was for the aircon!
haha
but things went fine..
chungie came and then we rot for a while before setting off to sea to kayak!
5 idiots kayakin..
chungie and stephie had their second try at it,
jess and mel first time
i had my third time!
it was so fun...
i had to shout alwayz ' JESS CHUNG! COME BACK!! DUN GO SO FAR!'
and keep lookin back to see tired out stephie and mel trying to row row row their boat.
my kayak went back to where we set off and the rest all at the back and we had to carry those heavy kayaks back to the rental place where the selfish stupif uncle juz stood and waited for us..
so ungentlemanly, well i guess guys are like that
girl power we had, and we moved all the 5 kayaks back
we went to bath and rotted while taking pictures, meaningful and unmeaningful ones all over
then it was dinner time at our usual place JUMBO!
nice food..
same old stuff we ate and took pics again~!
we were surrounded by men..businessmen and angmos..
yucks..haha
after that we went to find mac to meet thazin and a place to play pool, but it was too ex and not appealing..
so the 6 of us went into a nearby bar~!
surprisingly, noone checked our ID and even offered to recommend us drinks!
i took tequila sunrise, chungie some longbeach tea, jess had vodka sprite, steph and mel had mango and strawberry cocktail.
lastly as thazin had eaten too much, she took plain water hahaha
we took a lot of photos!!!
the bar was dark and with live singers~! they were good..but our camera flashes were more busy den the rest in the bar.
i soon had to leave cox i promised my mum..and then b4 i went on the taxi..i saw QI~~
hee...cant play with her but nvm we have umpteen chances to
jess is leaving on sat, pretty sad abt it
but something~! i can send her off all the way to her departing gate inside the transit area, something that im happy of..
and once again, i wana say that today is fun!!!
to jess: now we're hanging out in bars with chalet dresscode, next yr, we'll have the real sort of bar kkie? till we're old, we'll all play golf together...the 7 of us..hee..study hard when ure back in NZ..we will stay in contact and we'll meet often, like now.
ill miss u..u noe all of us do..so do us a favour, be happy! and stay forever with ben...heee

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at |2/17/2005 11:05:00 PM|

juz watched a tv show that showed the top 20 most romantic places on earth
the top on the list is VENICE
beautiful city and i wana get there one day,
be it alone or with someone else..
although being alone in venice seems out of place..
hahaz
gonna meet stephie jess qi thazin mel and chungie later!!
east coast playin ard and prob back to cchsm
after so mani donkey yrs i havent stepped back yet, so this may be the time if theyre going back~!
i think this trip back will bring me back to my sec sch days, and bring back precious memories..
i once wanted to throw this little something on me now that meant my life to me into the cchsm lake where everything started.
but now, its quietly settled on my neck.
im glad i din do that
i wana get back to see the field where our old building stood, the stupid building that i had to scrub on tsy's 13th birthday
the sec 2HM classroom and the staircase we used to gather around..
the sec 2 literature romeo and juliet performance by lianwei and bobby,
the lecture hall that we performed in,
the hall where we had our sec 2 dance on teacher's day
the times with mr mustafa, and sec 2HM
sec 3, the times back ard the lake,
tweety bird and pah jiao tan,
the walking ard the lake with mandy shumei genevieve and jiayi, and our trips to the toilet..
the sec 4 racial harmony days where we took pics all over the lake...
how nice
so much memories..
now they are memories
kinda sad to tink about them..
okie! shall have another writeup about my gatherin with my little beauties..shall bring my video cam my dear!

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at |2/17/2005 11:05:00 AM|

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

im facing lots and lots of stress at work
it aint me..
but my colleagues...
something that they do wrong or not..
the complaints and complaints make me sad..
and think politically..
i guess the larger the organisation the more complex is the politics within
i wonder if i can hang on till 31st july..or else ill ask for less workin days le
haiz
even my supervisors find me different frm the meiyi they first knew..
i aint that bubbly one animore..
and im afraid somehow i may sink back to being negative or even worse.
its realli nothing but stress

skip it..
aniway i had a great VDAY yesterday!
i had no date i had no big thing..
juz working..
but i saw a cute guy!
well, its been so bloody super long since i say a guy is cute..
but he is indeed cute
he came to me 3 times!
he is silvea, brazilian, birthday 13th may 1987.he's 18 this yr!
haha coming for holiday for 3 wks, staying over at his fren's..
so cute k..he has a perfect face...no pimples no freckles at all!
soooo cute..haha, nice body too~!
okie i think steph and rice are like...'damn this girl' already eh?
haha
hey my dears....help me out can? im seriousli stressed out at work..

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at |2/15/2005 06:40:00 PM|

Monday, February 14, 2005

today my house is soooooo crowded..
its the day when the entire extended family...close ones come to my house for a game or 2.
earli this noon rice steph chewy and victor came over to play mahjong with me~! haha
the only time i played game on cny.
quite cool actualli
i went to work and den came home.
godpa and everyone else were here..
quite cool
nothing v much happened these days...
even tho its v happening and i miss my gals..
jess is gonna leave sg soon...
chungie went hk...
but we'll have a gathering b4 jess leaves..
ive seen a lot of pple these few days when im out in town..
but all these cant beat seeing rice today!
after so long...since prom..we finalli met!
hee...okie shall go surf the net le

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at |2/14/2005 12:34:00 AM|

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

today is chu yi..
the first day of chinese new yr..
and here i am after work, dad sent me home alone...
the rest are at ah ma house gambling..
haha im the only idiot who doesnt gamble, but im proud of it!
alrightz..
yesterday was cool~!
we went to esplanade there to see see after dinner..
it was super crowded
but something was worth everything..
the fireworks!!!!
theyre so beautiful...but it scared the hell out of aiai..haha

as rice, steph, qi and some others know..
ive juz changed my phone..to k700i!
altho its a relatively old model now le, but i realli like it..
frm the moment it came out..i took the brochure..
till only now...then i cud buy it with my own money!
i recieved a new yr card frm aunt grace ( bryan's mum ) today~!
on the exact day itself, and with it is a card of the LORD..
its realli nice..
i have nothing to do now..
and i feel like munching...so here i go~! byebye


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at |2/09/2005 11:31:00 PM|

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

its new yr new yr new yr!
altho there aint lots of new yr atmosphere..
but still...happy new yr to everyone readin this..
may the new yr be smooth sailin and no sad things happens!

im off today finalli..~!
did so much housework today..
met bryan for a little while to do some grocery shoppin,
and came home for reunion dinner.
so fun, we did the cookin ourselves..steamboat plus bbq..
the steamboat took so long to heat up that we cooked it on the stove and brought it to the steamboat thingy to eat..
muahaha
now we're going out...hope the crowd aint disgusting..
tataz

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at |2/08/2005 09:03:00 PM|

Friday, February 04, 2005

ive lost another kg! muahaha
tml is pay day!but its after 12..so its today!
ill b collecting it at tanjong pagar! so...ill b meeting dear rice!! after so long
its like 3 pieces of gd news for me..
so happi~!
worked with julia today and she told me smthing tt made me go... WOOHOO!
its the TFWA thingy..
some french exhibition of gucci and all other branded and expensive stuff..
its some cocktail party, each person pays 160 bucks or so..
but airport staff....hehehehe pays a 100..
and den give ur namecard,
den we'll b named as buyers..
when we go in...
we get lots of goodies like gucci hampers and limited edition stuff worth easily 1000 bucks and over~!
muahaha...and there are lots of rich rich filthy rich pple there...
hopefulli ill still b working when e exhibition starts..
im so tired now..
stupid management and roster thingy..i have to work for 11 days str8..be i hab break on new yrs eve..
okie..time to slp~! nitez

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at |2/04/2005 01:00:00 AM|

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

finalli get the opportunity to update my blog..
juz came home frm work after a tiring day
i met stephie earli this mornin to go parkway to meet karen..
karen was late,
so stephie n i went into isetan and went berserk..
we tried on stupid outfits and took several pictures..
shall see if i get the chance to upload it
den steph and i each bought a bag and i bought somemore personal stuff
haha
karen came and we took a cab to town shortli..
we went to paragon..i did my nails and stephie did her brows..
okay..
theyre gd..but the service..of tt particular woman who is over confident of herself sucks..
ok forget abt her..
oh ya i almost lost my airport pass i tot..but i left it in the opts rm in caas lost n found..shew!
went to work at t1 today
separated frm ani..
she's t1 west and me east..
i was with yibing today and the rest with eela~!
theyre all nice pple i dun mind~
gonna stay up late tonight...
3.30am man u vs arsenal...
i wan watch!!!

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at |2/01/2005 11:59:00 PM|